Thursday
i miss you and it is true.
hello people. its been a long time i didn't visit my blog. pheww! it still looks awesome :D i hope its not too late to say, selamat hari raya maaf zahir&batin. enjoy your raya :DD
so, o level is less than a month to go. what a shocking fact! :s i haven't studied everything. i mean, i did revise, well a little. syukur tah :P
akaaay, im not in a good mood actually. i found that, everything has changed. i change, people change. life's also changing as i grow up as a so-called young teenager. how about me and him? we're still okay, its just that...plenty of obstacles come to us. i know right. hidup berkasih. hmph, its hard to explain since we both are going to sit for o level, so i do understand his condition because im having the same condition as his too. im just missing him badly, and i cant stop saying that i miss him and i just cant think that i could stand with this missing thing. i hope i could gain all of this sincerely. yeah, i dont talk too much this lately, as what i just say..im changing. i've became a quite person. i barely smile. oh i wish i could go back in time and fix everything :') i miss the old me, and i appreciate the new me though.
im done. p/s: i love you sayang :') <333 
Wednesday
hell! dont bother me
first of all, i just had my oral this noon and it was "alhamdulilah, i could answer him". yeah, it went very smooth.
secondly, i am getting gloomy since few days ago. honestly, everything messes up.
thirdly, i need him but everything screws up!
fourthly, i am sleepy right now but yeah..i am missing him. but i just dont wanna talk to him for a few moments. baby, let me be alone for a while. being alone benefits myself okay?
fifthly, my back hasn't got well enough. it has been a long time since the very beginning of 2010. i hope myself get better/well very very very SOON.
sixthly, my qualifying result doesn't look so good as mid year. CONDEMN. i was suffered alot, but this is what i get? likeeeee. whatever%. SABAAAR. i'll do much much better for o level okay. insya Allah :)
seventhly, i am done. and THIS SUCKS!! :(((
Labels: whatever. shut up kay
Happy 3 yearsary baby ♥
bytheway, hello everyone. i lost fer a long moment due to laziness and story-less. lol. sorry fer that. anyway, holiday is boring. it doesnt seem like a holiday to me. and why? because, i have to attend extra classes everyday, which is very burdening. oopss, i just realize that i have to say i skip extra class today. heho. im sick baby. fever and ulcers. i feel so bad about it. ulcers drive me fussy! i cant even eat properly. also, i cant swallow the food furiously due to tonsil occurs. blahhh! i wanna puke :(
so, few days ago, form 5 was having a motivational camp and it was GREAT! but eventually, i got muscle cramps. pfft. but, cool. i mean the camp was cool where i had loads of fun with 'em :)
last but not least, yesterday was my 3 years anniversary with him. the above speech is, well, i know i am kind of late to greet. just a day late. no big deal. besides, i was really lazy to sign in my blog. hehe. sorry.
enough said. wanna play sims 2 now ;D
Labels: i love you
Tuesday
this is good, somehow it's NOT
the mid year exam is done. i think i am late to say this. the final day was on Saturday. overall, the papers were like .... "you're in danger!". i mean, most of 'em but i am glad to see CS paper where i could answer almost all of the questions ;D and i eventually got 76% on it. WEE! Alhamdulilah. there's no point to compare with others, indeed. they were all doing a great job although it wasn't enough, i know. you could try harder for the qualifying exam. we still have two chances to move on. imma take this opportunity to work as hard as i could, and i try to CHANGE! i miss the old me who never studied in a very last minute and i recently changed to being a lazy fat ass. pfft! anyway, it's late already. i need to wake up early tomorrow because there would be an extra class at 6.30 am until 7.30 am. blahh! i know, its too early. enough said ! Labels: exam
Thursday
i dont wanna miss a thing
btw, before i leave .... goodluck to all my friends and of course, to myself. wishing you is not forgotten ;D Labels: pleasure
 holaaa!i know you expect me to update some in a week but unfortunately, i am currently having midyear exam. pfft. i dont feel like wanna talk about it butt so far yeah, the papers were undeniably complicated except for geography ;D i thank to Sir Akmal for creating acceptable questions since i had answered almost the best answers for the paper. lol. alhamdulilah :)oh yeah, me is so sad of the BM paper 2. i accidentally skipped the last question. hell yeah, i didn't check 'em properly, i thought the last paper that i answered was the end of 'em. sooo unbelievable. i could not blame the teacher, it was obviously my fault *major sigh.oh enough! i dont wanna talk about the BM thing anymore. useless of me :s i mean, i have nothing to change the thing i had done, as a fact though. imma move on to the next paper, sasteraa. pheww! wish me luck people ;D and imma be back after the exam ends.Labels: exam
THANKS FOR BEING SUCH A WONDERFUL FRIEND.
YOU MADE ME HAPPY, WHILE AT THE SAME TIME YOU BROKE MY HEART INTO PIECES.
I DON'T WANNA CARE 'BOUT YOU ANYMORE. WHAT FOR? YOU NEVER APPRECIATED WHAT I HAD DONE TO YOU WHICH MADE YOU HAPPY AND OFTEN GRIN.
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