you find it amusing, so do i.

exam is over. crappy thing occurs.

2011-05-18T18:12:00.004+08:00

i zont like zis. once again, i got fever :(( congratulation to myself and get well very soon!! :'(

'cause baby, you're always be the title of my everyday.

2011-04-14T21:53:00.001+08:00

I know you're somewhere out there
Somewhere far away
I want you back
I want you back
My neighbors think
I'm crazy
But they don't understand
You're all I have
You're all I have

Chorus:

At night when the stars
light up my room
I sit by myself

Talking to the Moon
Trying to get to You
In hopes you're on
the other side
Talking to me too
Or am I a fool
who sits alone
Talking to the moon

I'm feeling like I'm famous
The talk of the town
They say
I've gone mad
Yeah
I've gone mad
But they don't know
what I know

Cause when the
sun goes down
someone's talking back
Yeah
They're talking back

Chorus:

At night when the stars
light up my room
I sit by myself
Talking to the Moon
Trying to get to You
In hopes you're on
the other side
Talking to me too
Or am I a fool
who sits alone
Talking to the moon

Ahh Ahh,
Ahh Ahh,

Do you ever hear me calling?
Cause every night
I'm talking to the moon
Still trying to get to you

In hopes you're on
the other side
Talking to me too
Or am I a fool
who sits alone
Talking to the moon

I know you're somewhere out there
Somewhere far away

a mug of tea

2011-02-16T17:53:00.003+08:00

Ollo everyone :D

Hee! i dont know why am i supposed to use that word 'ollo' as the beginner of this talking. haha. maybe i find it amusing :b SO! im sorry for not updating regularly, again~i've been thinking what should i write. well well well, i knew what i should write actually since a lot of things has been going on lately..in my life :) happy things and sad things, honestly.

few weeks ago, o level result came out. Alhamdulilah~regarding my result, im able to proceed my study to sixth form which is indeed a dream come true. seriously, im happy and im quite nervous too :x i assume that maybe this is my first time facing on a tough thing like this. 'A level'. This isn't a high school or primary school anymore. This is like a University to me. Well, only to me. Maybe to some people out there. Doubtlessly, i cant wait to see myself sitting on a new chair, spending my half day in a new classroom, probably will be having a personal class for an hour. those are indeed my wants/needs. Recently, i've been always hearing good news from children who got passed their A level and being offered to study overseas. I so wanna be like 'em :) well, who doesn't? I mean, it is a precious opportunity. it really is. Anyway, enuff talking about education matters. All i can say to myself is, i wont give up on what im currently having in my hands. A big chance :) i'mma pace forward and will be pace through loads of obstacles with patience inside me. All i need right now is an inspiration and to pray to Allah :)

another one

2011-02-04T13:42:00.003+08:00

Hello everyone. So, im updating my blog again :) i kinda have something to confide.

okaay, so yesterday, my dearest cat died which was really terrifying :'| i think he was poisoned. well yknow, some neighbours are too suck with cats. anyway, i really miss my cat :'/ all of 'em who had gone to Heaven. Allah loves 'em better than we knew. Tunggu kami disyurga, sayang~:') <3

it's all about yesterday. i bet i must accept this, anyhow. so, what is up with today? today sucks, too. i woke up late this morning which i expected a message from him. but, NO! he said he was busy. i really dont mind 'bout that. but does someone ever feel that he/she is expecting some better thing to happen? he do know that i am still in dilemma. but why does he act like im okay with that? that okay with no message(s)? i really wish to see at least one message from him. do you have to be that way when you're busy? well, maybe, to you? :'s can you just stay being appreciative, sweet, caring? that's all i want from you.

no matter how hard i've explained, you still dont understand. i bet you might think im selfish. just that, apa yang aku mahu atu, kau inda pernah pandai mengerti. can you even realize without im telling you my feeling to you? telling you everything does embarrass me.

enuff said. so sick!

so long

2011-02-02T19:30:00.007+08:00

hello!

soooo, what did i miss? haha. sorry for the long lost. im kinda busy, lately. well, not really. he he he. i made my myself busy, but i came up to be un-busy. so anyway, Hello February. haha batah. nothing new is going on. still waiting for the result >.<>

hey, i miss you boyfriend :3

sorrow

2010-12-15T22:20:00.003+08:00

hola everyone. so its still early? hm. its currently 10.30.

im still waiting .. and waiting .. and waiting .. for him to come home :') i do this everyday.

ever since holiday began, i do nothing at home but i do wait for him everyday. i do this 'cause i miss him. i hope, he misses me too, as much as i do :') i hope, he could stay beside me and watch me everyday. i hope, he remembers me every step he took at one time. i hope he realizes how amazing it is to be waited by a girl who loves him very much.

lastly, i hope he knows and realizes how tired i am to say much and to say the same verse just to make him understand how did i feel all this while :'(

hello december :D

2010-12-04T01:05:00.004+08:00

hello december!

haaa! i know i'd been disappeared since previous months. it's like i skipped so many months and kept a lot of stories to share with ya guys.

so, school was just over and everyone is like 'yayyy, over!'. hell yeah, i am so happy for leaving school which i've entered for almost five years. kinda farewell to my school . so gonna miss it. and hey, holiday's quite boring 'cause i dont go anywhere so far. just stay at home, watching tv, and had nachos in my hand for teabreak yesterday which tasted very yummy. hehehe. for previous days, i was hoping for being hired by some cafes or instant restaurant to kill the boredom but unfortunately, my age is still unavailable to be hired. NICE! 'im so young to be hired' sounds terrible. HAHA.

i've nothing left to say. i think thats all. i feel quite sleepy. and guess what, feel really excited too. just cant wait to meet him tmr :DD wee! mudahan jadi. amin. we're gonna enter DST carnival and jerudong park, lets ride ! hehe.

byebye. goodnight <3

i miss you and it is true.

2010-09-16T23:09:00.004+08:00

hello people. its been a long time i didn't visit my blog. pheww! it still looks awesome :D

i hope its not too late to say, selamat hari raya maaf zahir&batin. enjoy your raya :DD

so, o level is less than a month to go. what a shocking fact! :s i haven't studied everything. i mean, i did revise, well a little. syukur tah :P

akaaay, im not in a good mood actually. i found that, everything has changed. i change, people change. life's also changing as i grow up as a so-called young teenager. how about me and him? we're still okay, its just that...plenty of obstacles come to us. i know right. hidup berkasih. hmph, its hard to explain since we both are going to sit for o level, so i do understand his condition because im having the same condition as his too. im just missing him badly, and i cant stop saying that i miss him and i just cant think that i could stand with this missing thing. i hope i could gain all of this sincerely. yeah, i dont talk too much this lately, as what i just say..im changing. i've became a quite person. i barely smile. oh i wish i could go back in time and fix everything :') i miss the old me, and i appreciate the new me though.

im done. p/s: i love you sayang :') <333

hell! dont bother me

2010-08-18T22:46:00.003+08:00

first of all, i just had my oral this noon and it was "alhamdulilah, i could answer him". yeah, it went very smooth.

secondly, i am getting gloomy since few days ago. honestly, everything messes up.

thirdly, i need him but everything screws up!

fourthly, i am sleepy right now but yeah..i am missing him. but i just dont wanna talk to him for a few moments. baby, let me be alone for a while. being alone benefits myself okay?

fifthly, my back hasn't got well enough. it has been a long time since the very beginning of 2010. i hope myself get better/well very very very SOON.

sixthly, my qualifying result doesn't look so good as mid year. CONDEMN. i was suffered alot, but this is what i get? likeeeee. whatever%. SABAAAR. i'll do much much better for o level okay. insya Allah :)

seventhly, i am done. and THIS SUCKS!! :(((

09.06.2010

2010-06-10T08:56:00.003+08:00

Happy 3 yearsary baby ♥

" the minute I heard my first love story I started looking for you, not knowing how blind that was. Lovers don't finally meet somewhere. They're in each other all along "

bytheway, hello everyone. i lost fer a long moment due to laziness and story-less. lol. sorry fer that. anyway, holiday is boring. it doesnt seem like a holiday to me. and why? because, i have to attend extra classes everyday, which is very burdening. oopss, i just realize that i have to say i skip extra class today. heho. im sick baby. fever and ulcers. i feel so bad about it. ulcers drive me fussy! i cant even eat properly. also, i cant swallow the food furiously due to tonsil occurs. blahhh! i wanna puke :(

so, few days ago, form 5 was having a motivational camp and it was GREAT! but eventually, i got muscle cramps. pfft. but, cool. i mean the camp was cool where i had loads of fun with 'em :)

last but not least, yesterday was my 3 years anniversary with him. the above speech is, well, i know i am kind of late to greet. just a day late. no big deal. besides, i was really lazy to sign in my blog. hehe. sorry.

enough said. wanna play sims 2 now ;D

this is good, somehow it's NOT

2010-04-27T21:54:00.003+08:00

the mid year exam is done. i think i am late to say this. the final day was on Saturday.

overall, the papers were like .... "you're in danger!". i mean, most of 'em but i am glad to see CS paper where i could answer almost all of the questions ;D and i eventually got 76% on it. WEE! Alhamdulilah. there's no point to compare with others, indeed. they were all doing a great job although it wasn't enough, i know. you could try harder for the qualifying exam. we still have two chances to move on. imma take this opportunity to work as hard as i could, and i try to CHANGE! i miss the old me who never studied in a very last minute and i recently changed to being a lazy fat ass. pfft!

anyway, it's late already. i need to wake up early tomorrow because there would be an extra class at 6.30 am until 7.30 am. blahh! i know, its too early. enough said !

i dont wanna miss a thing

2010-04-15T23:43:00.003+08:00

btw, before i leave ....

goodluck to all my friends and of course, to myself. wishing you is not forgotten ;D

no turning back

2010-04-15T23:24:00.004+08:00

holaaa!

i know you expect me to update some in a week but unfortunately, i am currently having midyear exam. pfft. i dont feel like wanna talk about it butt so far yeah, the papers were undeniably complicated except for geography ;D i thank to Sir Akmal for creating acceptable questions since i had answered almost the best answers for the paper. lol. alhamdulilah :)

oh yeah, me is so sad of the BM paper 2. i accidentally skipped the last question. hell yeah, i didn't check 'em properly, i thought the last paper that i answered was the end of 'em. sooo unbelievable. i could not blame the teacher, it was obviously my fault *major sigh.

oh enough! i dont wanna talk about the BM thing anymore. useless of me :s i mean, i have nothing to change the thing i had done, as a fact though. imma move on to the next paper, sasteraa. pheww! wish me luck people ;D and imma be back after the exam ends.

WTH!

2010-04-01T20:20:00.003+08:00

THANKS FOR BEING SUCH A WONDERFUL FRIEND.

YOU MADE ME HAPPY, WHILE AT THE SAME TIME YOU BROKE MY HEART INTO PIECES.

I DON'T WANNA CARE 'BOUT YOU ANYMORE. WHAT FOR? YOU NEVER APPRECIATED WHAT I HAD DONE TO YOU WHICH MADE YOU HAPPY AND OFTEN GRIN.

dusty time

2010-03-31T18:15:00.003+08:00

how i wished i could stay at home. i did not want to go for tuition today but I HAD TO.

so, i went to flying colors to attend tuition class. guess WHAT had made me humiliating? the chinese lady went to me and tell me that i should not come today, actually. well, i planned to start by April and this is not April yet. we're still in the month of March -.-" she gave me two choices whether i could attend today by paying 'em $9.40 or i'll just leave? ohh i thought if i pay them $9.40, an easi $5 would best worth. LOL. oh no, i was having a serious thought. besides, i was having an anxiety, i am not ready to meet new friends. blaah. so, why not i just leave right? so, i left with a big smile. likee, i was safe from meeting new friends that i really don't wanna meet yet. huu. sounds miserable.

however, tuition would be started by this Friday, doubtlessly *grin. how i wish i could control my nervous mode on this Friday. lol. i hope so! i'm gonna meet Fatinnul, my old classmate although we're not enough close like we used to :) she's nice though. i still can count on her. HEHE.

enough said. i'm going to my bro's crib tonight and my jolibee burger is waiting for me downstairs. i should be getting ready to leave :D BYE!

abysmal pain

2010-03-30T18:33:00.008+08:00

i don't feel good today.

i got vaccinated this morning. initially, it wasn't hurt alot but of course when the needle reach into my hand, i didn't feel safe enough. pfft. i was really nervous. alhamdulilah, nothing too bad happened to me except!! my hand hurts alot now. i could not sleep well this noon :( i could not even turn my body to the left because it would press my hand. maigad. to get vaccinated isn't a good decision but somehow, yeah it does. it avoids you from the recent famous disease called H1N1 (swine flue). bla bla bla.

oh btw, i've been reading "The Vampire Diaries The Awakening And The Struggle". i am currently in the half of the story. it was awesomely interesting :D i guess, i might go and show it off to Remy :p i know he likes this book too but i bought it first, sayang :p jokes baby ♥

still awake

2010-03-29T01:04:00.004+08:00

its 1:04 am.

ohh it's late and i am still awake :s i bet my friends are getting their sleep already. pfft. i can't wait to see erma, tiqah and aqilah. for God's sake, i haven't done my homeworks. two more left but i skip them. i decided to extend the duedate. should i beg Mrs Janet about this? :/ both are so amazingly annoying. especially, composition. i bet i had already mentioned this one.

soo, it seems that i have to meet them later. woo, thats so not good. i mean no harm to them but for God's sake, i don't have appetite to meet them. what i mean is SOME of them. NOT ALL.

i've been waiting for my picture that had been taken two days ago. it was taken during my uwa's advanced birthday party. oh yes, it was kinda awesome but i am kinda don't like certain people in that party which annoyed me dramatically. really, i'm telling you. they probably thought they are living in America which you could shout whenever you want and you dance like your butt is almost repel from your body. oh you should get what i mean. we're muslims. we have a limit to do enjoyable things but it is not supposed to be THAT WAY. i couldn't tell you even more detailed. but, really. it's annoying. anyway, the theme was floral night. in the meantime, i wore a pink floral jacket. LOL. lucky~:)

hmm maybe i should be continuing my date with him right now. i haven't feel any sleepy hints btw.

ANYWAY GUYS

HAPPY SCHOOL REOPENED! :D

mind is at work

2010-03-28T22:27:00.004+08:00

I KNEW IT! I KNEW!

i knew i'm currently not gonna write a better composition like i always did. the continuous phrases are so lame. "We could never have imagined that the journey could have been so terrible ..."

and I KNEW this is late. i should be getting ready earlier. them homeworks must be done before the day before the school reopened :s did you get me btw? watever. i was busy with my niece. well of course, i wasn't keeping my eye on her, she was with my mother and sister in law and my brother all the time. but for sure, we're all busy. having a new member of our family is a real busy thing right? likeee.. we gotta prepare some things for 'em. and we gotta visit 'em everyday like we have to stay at their house quite long. anyhow, i enjoyed staying there, playing with my niece. well, this is my first time to have and play with a tiny human :D i had never spent my time with a tiny human before. i was enjoying myself in the bedroom listening to the music and read books. well, sometimes i was doing my homework. that's all :O boring eh? yeah~

now, i am facing a risky thing ; doing homework'S' ! well yeah, i admit that i never expect a without-homework holiday because that would absolutely never happen.

EMERGENCY!

2010-03-26T14:37:00.012+08:00

You're losing this blogger, Salwa? I've gone for a week. kinda busy, genuinely.

Oh by the way, HELLO *GRIN

So a lot of things happened while i wasn't here. I will tell you one by one but i might shortened the story, of course.

♥♥♥♥♥♥

Firstly,

I went to the classmate picnic at Taman Jubli Perak Belait a week ago, and it seemly was quite fun though. We were having a beach soccer in the early noon. LITERALLY, it was no fun without Aqilah :s she wasn't there/didn't attend the picnic. I hoped she did. hmm never mind. My skin was burnt! It was all because of the extreme condition of the sun. I got my face burnt too. hmph. Everyone deserved a sunburn-face.

SECONDLY ;D,
I would like to congratulate my brother and his wife on having their first kid. A baby girl named NurQaireen Aleesya. What a precious name, right :D She was born on 23rd March 2010. Alhamdulilah everything went well :) and i am so excited to have a first niece, but don't call me auntie yet. LOL. kiddin. i deserve it, anyhow.

Well well well, i think that's all. i got to be prepared. We're going to see my niece, Ririn, later :D aww! can't wait ♥

a place to lean on

2010-03-18T13:07:00.004+08:00

I just knew the true friend is hard to find.

Well, i was in a bad mood this morning. hm i've got no idea what to say, but i am really disappointed so far. I expected my true friend would stay with me forever. You must be feeling curious about what i am currently saying about. I just know, i need another trusted person to come to me and i would like to lean on their shoulder :'( but for now, i only can put my trust on my loved one Remy. It is not because he's my boyfriend but we used to be bestfriend and now, he still stays with me and shares me the happiness that i will never forget about and i utterly need his shoulder to lean on :/

p/s : i miss HER :'(

this ain't stay

2010-03-17T22:26:00.004+08:00

i am becoming as thinner as a chopstick. we went to find out our weight this morning.
i envy my friends who gain a good weight which suits their body. Where as mine is really bad. How can i say ... mine is 35 KG. I know right. I only eat leaf and banana everyday, like a monkey. nah kidding. i used to eat like one time in a day only. I KNOW RIGHT! that's not good. and i always slept very late. *clear throat. that's common. so, we decided to struggle to gain(for those who is underweight) and lose(for those who is overweight/not suit with their age and body) weight before before the holiday ends up. As for me, i'll buy every foods containing fats. HAHAHAH. desperation.

alright, up to here only. wish me luck for gaining weight :b

screw up

2010-03-16T22:42:00.004+08:00

Night people :)

Shooott! all the electronic things in my room aren't working properly especially the dvd player. the movie that was playing kept on pausing itself like i had to clean the dvd using the tissue for so many times :s i think i should buy the new one and practice the control of using it. it burns out, probably. leave it anyway.

ah yeah, school was kind of fun. What i mean is during the afternoon class where we were having CS extra class :) as we had done the extraclass, Minah brought us(me and erma) playing hide and seek without any planning. We were hiding ourselves from Tiqah. We initially walk together from the CS lab through the OD and we chilled out on the bench, having an assuming convo. Tiqah had a secret and planned to share in a hidden place so we chose the hall. I was really impressed when i heard the hush-hush :O i mean, it's really disappointing us when we heard about these two girls were unexpectedly sneering Tiqah without any possible reasons. Bla bla bla. I don't wanna talk about this even more further. We were then had nothing to do, just had to wait for my mom to pick me up. In the meantime, Tiqah left us and went to somewhere out of our sight. Minah was really cruel, she decided to bring us to run away from tiqah soon and started to play hide and seek without planning. The funniest thing ever is, we're busted in a bit by Tiqah. We initially used the toilet to hide ourselves but she didn't notice which made us exhausted to wait. By then, we went out from the spot and try to look for Tiqah's hint. HAHA. That was mad, i know right. We found out that Tiqah was almost sighted us so Minah pulled us out to the behind of small water tank just right at the back of the principal's stuff. It was coincidence by the way. we had no other place to hide before we get caught. HAHAHA. found kerol and sepol and asked them to not telling Tiqah that we're hiding from her :p haha crazayyy. well finally, we surrendered and when she found us, she just said "eh tadi aku main guitar. siuk!" it was likee ..... did you notice that we're playing hide and seek with you? No response at all. HAHA poor us and hate ya Tiqah. HAHAHA kidding.

Well well well~i talk too much eh? hehe. i screw up anyway. i screw up everything that should not being screwed up. apakan :p sodahlahh~

goodnight everyone.

p/s: i can't wait to see my coming-soon niece/nephew (we don't know the gender yet)
pp/s: i want the vampire diaries book
ppp/s : cher, please cancel the holiday extra class !! :p

Thank God

2010-03-15T23:49:00.006+08:00

I was a total mess :s

I think i wrote only a simple composition this time. For your information, i am so lazy nowadays.
Heavy ass, of course. I only want foods and sleep :/ I need to practice how to balance my life.
Obviously, i'm getting poor in writing. Not like always, who often referred to dictionary and use some new words, put 'em in the composition then. i seldom do that, currently. well~something is distracting my good mood. however, i still believe in myself can do more better than this. Yeah~i still have the belief in myself *grin.

kay i am quite sleepy. should be going to sleep by now. Goodnight :)

an excitement

2010-03-15T15:32:00.003+08:00

Hola hola everyone and afternoon ;)

i should be taking a nap right now but i just have a feeling to blog. well, i just got back from extra class. it was like always, very tiring and i found that only a few of us attended the extra class. the rest were gone, probably were sleeping :s but never mind, my mind is now elaborating how excited i am now. HAHA. Holiday is just around the corner where as we know, we're given only 10 days to rest which is insufficient. blaahhh! :/ we're also going to sit for mid-year exam in April, after the holiday. it is okay, really. i'm ready for it which firstly i will study/revise during the holiday and attend tuition class? ohmaigad. this is going to be exciting! will meet erma every C.Science class :))) HEHEHEHE.

*roll eyes. i'm actually doing a composition right now, trying to chase some ideas that keep on flying on the top of my head :s "something strange happened on the way to ..... YOUR SEAT" HAHAHA. well, leave it. that is absurd. pfft.

nowplayinh - two is better than one

make it easy

2010-03-14T08:48:00.003+08:00

Goodmorning world ;)

i woke up early and i found that, my sleep wasn't enough. I need more rest butttt i am like do not want to waste time, besides we're going to Miri later. blahh! i hope it's raining so i won't mutter alot in front of my cousins, just because it is too hot nowadays. act polite to 'em since it's been ages they didn't see me, for like umm 4 to 5 years? :O i still have a distant family, well i just noticed. so, i'm in orange today! *grin. we were asked to wear baju kurung/fashion which is soo uncool eh? never like to wear 'em *roll eyes.

okay, people. i'm late already. have to change my cloth and everything that need to be changed :s BYE!

easy-to-say moment

2010-03-13T23:46:00.003+08:00

I AM VERY HAPPY! *grin

I am like do not have bad things to share/talk about but just have prepared words for happy speech. School was rather fun and it was quite pleasant except for the outside scene/environment which was still cool for me :) and extra class wasn't that tiring. whoaa! i love Mrs Jyothi for a few moments today. apakan :b she was like talking too much about her past time and her origin during the extra class. another one, hmm Hakeem attended extra class today which was good for him. He was like kept on disappear every maths extra class :O pitiful, isn't it? :s

so people, imma going to sleep by now. I need to wake up early tomorrow and we will jump onto the car and have a ride to my cousin's house at Miri. i miss 'em all :) it's been ages i didn't see 'em. so, GOODNIGHT <3

p/s : Remy~i miss you!

troublemakers

2010-03-12T19:41:00.003+08:00

Hello everyone,

sorry for not updating my blog regularly and i'm supposed to keep this blog abandoned for awhile, actually. but i seem cannot be far away from bloging since i got a lot to share/say :)

school was okay except for some pathetic things (not involving myself). well, our class is lately being criticized by our teacher(s). hmm~i don't want to judge people here but obviously, my friends are getting rude nowadays which i really can't deny. i'm not giving any compliments to myself since i am not perfect though, but i am not as uncouth/absurd as 'em..I CAN ASSURE YOU IF YOU WANT. i feel sorry for Ms Yap for the recent act which hit her dramatically. i know i know, some of my classmates will read this. i know. why do i have to be scare? we must face the truth even the mistake. maybe, i should not tell this in here BUT idk :s everyday-motivation is really pressurize! pfft.

those particular friends are really pissing me off !!

p.s : syg~cepat cepat recharge :'(

a quick update

2010-03-02T18:30:00.004+08:00

Goodbye Tuesday!

It's the end of Tuesday already and Wednesday has arrived. Time runs so fast (majal). hehe. actually, i don't have much to say. this is just a quick update. im not going to talk alot today. no gossip for today. im sorry. our magazine hasn't being updated yet. haha.

just want to be garrulous for a little while before im going to take a nap :) im utterly exhausted right now. i just got home from Erma's house. we had fun just now, mom finally bought us mash potato and fries before i went home. hehe. so, im gonna attend tuition class by next week which is im not ready yet. im still with my heavy ass. pfft. but no choice, this is for my own good though.

okay people, im sorry for a short update only. im gonna be back during school holiday. CIAO!

P.S: remy <3 style="font-family: verdana;">

aww

2010-03-01T15:05:00.003+08:00

Goodbye February and HELLO March :)

New month arrives. Woots! February left so soon and I just realize how rapid the time is, now im standing on the new month but with the same routine. House, school, shop .. they're all still remain stand stilt. apakan. haha. But the life may change whenever it wants. My life is getting more better but we have changed my sitting arrangement in the class which is uncomfortable. hmm i just heard from Erma that someone criticized about our class situation and im not gonna mention HER name. Well, of course. She is our mate. She made a complain to our teacher about the recent fight and planned to change the sitting arrangement with the teacher to make us become more garrulous to each other (no backstabbing). Im somehow disagree with her, yknow. She had no right to do that. The fight wasn't her matter, neither mine. so she should keep her mouth zipped. Doing this deal will not evaluate the problem. I mean, she can't. We have changed the sitting arrangement and we still act the same though. It will not works out. To be honest, i want to get back to the old arrangement. The class is seem to be uncouth because of her :/

unpleasant

2010-02-27T23:48:00.004+08:00

night is crazy!

my neighbor is having a family karaoke. pffft! i just can't sleep well. woops! no, i'm not sleeping yet. i'm now chatting with him and seriously, the noise drives us (my family) insane. my mom keep on lingering outside her room and mumble. haha. she just can't stand with the noise and my father is enjoying his sleep already. hmph how nice! :b apart from the noise, i hate those songs. they're like singing 'em repeatedly :s do they have any other songs? if they don't, so please just stop singing and go to bed. you can sing inside the house and enjoy yourself as much as you want. pfft. can you respect the Rasullullah's Day? if you're about to celebrate Maulidur Rasul, this is not the right way okay? you're now at the out of the line. you should get what i mean. besides, it's already mid-night where everyone deserves a rest(sleep). we sleep for 8 hours or more or less than 10 :s whatever. so don't make us sleep for less than 8 hours or so. hehh. you ruin my night mood :/

all i need to do is just float my self on the fresh air and try to vanish the unpleasant noise. make it nothing or else i will be deathly cranky. yeah yeah yeah. anyhoo, GOODNIGHT!

Free breathing

2010-02-25T19:14:00.003+08:00

Hey waz up? :D

Wooo! school is off for three days. I'm so a holiday-freak! haha i guess everyone is. However, im gonna miss school for those three days. and yet, homework is given to us anyway. Hmm History? :s and i don't know about others. hehe. i forget and forget and then it has to be forgotten. apakann. haha i thought it might be better to skip school matters including homework during this holiday. My God, this is what i've been wanted. HAHA. I need long-time rest like i wanna lay on my bad and get a sleep for 72 hours? :O nadalah. nauzubillah. i don't want it to happen so even though i am effing exhausted this lately. hmph, well of course school makes everyone sleepy and cranky especially those who is currently in form 5 like us *groan. that is not easy to get rest :/

we're going to my grandparents' tomorrow anddd it is going to be extremely .... *yawn. hahaha. to be honest, i don't like going there. they seem to be unfriendly and mouth-zipped-for-24-hours. then, they also seem to be one-word-only. can you get what im trying to say? they're likely to be such a boring person. for example, when you talk to them super-hyperly-do, they would just answer you "okayy...", "hehe" or else, they only give a heavy smile :s hmm they're all my original-blood-cousin, from the pure blood. apakan. haha. but we are unlikely to be garrulous to each other since we were grew up. so embarrassing to be heard. yes, i know. just forget about this. im not standing here to insult them but this is the huge fact that none of my family can't deny hardly :/ anyhow, i will always love 'em in every ways they treat me whether it is normal or not :s

ohh by the way, maths test was super duper cooper obvious! :D alhamdulilah. uhm my sanity says, i have to stay in negative thought for some times. apakan. haha. what i mean is i dont have to be so self-confident though. i know that most of the questions are easy but sometimes people are careless and that is one of the common things :)

up to here only. i am way to help my mother in the kitchen. my both hands are ready to move themselves. haha :D soon people *grin

i'm late

2010-02-24T13:13:00.005+08:00

I didn't show up today but in any ways, i missed school berabis.

I woke up late and experienced dizziness. Whoaa i am so not in an exhilarating mood since i got back from Miri last night. Weekend is almost close and i only need an off-day by now. As you know, Brunei experienced loads of holidays recently and there is an upcoming holiday, again. Maulud Nabi is just around the corner. Oh yes! can't wait to listen to the Dikir and of course, i've been waiting for the upcoming holiday. For sure, i need a long-time-rest. huh. My mood isn't for school, indeed. I don't want to meet my friends, not yet .. not yet. Maybe soon, i'll fix the mood okay? :) For in fact, school is recently facing on a new drama, only in my class the 5a. I don't have any idea what is just going on to 'em who get involved in this drama and besides, this is hell not my business to find out the beginning of the story. To be summarized, i don't know the real story so I'll just get my mouth zipped.

Life is getting bored, i can't wait for the math test which will be given tomorrow :D the topic will be easy, i know i know. Too self-confedence makes you to srand in an island. apakan? haha. So, just wish me luck for the test and to my Sayang, i'll pray for you to answer the exam papers at ease and just you know that, you can do real best for yourself :D Lav ya beh <3

Brunei 26th National Day

2010-02-22T19:14:00.003+08:00

We (Bruneian) know that tomorrow is the Brunei 26th National Day celebration and it is precious to live in Brunei where no wars and disturbances occur. We live peacefully! :D Opps yeah, i got the above picture from The Brunei Times. HAHA. I've been looking for the greetings picture but none is showed off, so this is it. The celebration takes place in SOAS field. aww! siuk :D oh bytheway, the above picture was taken during the rehearsel.

Umm 26th ND story is just up to there. I'm so wordless for it. I'll just pray for this country to stay in a peace forever and may God bless the land, the His Majesty&the other Royalties and us who live in Brunei. Amin.

So, school was okay and nothing much though. We studied the previous topic in every subjects and i found that it wasn't interesting to still staying in the previous chapter. I was extremely sleepy! macam balik balik aku sleepy atu ah. haha like almost everyday. haha. we were having English for extra class, learning Phrasal Verb and it was quite fun. I like learning about Phrasal Verb and it is also quite hard. Biasalahh~aku bukan tererrr :s im going to be an English-freak for someday *setaie. You're going to pay me with a punch if i lied, kan? :b haha no way. you sucks! :D

it's a little bit silent in this house. i dont really like staying in a bedroom longer as it is not good for my mom to see. haha apakan. She doesn't like her daughters/son to stay in their bedroom doing their own stuffs and ignore her. i agree with her, however. even though it is obviously not fun, but ignoring our mom is one of big sins. aisehh. night motivation :b my dad is going offshore for two weeks and he will be back tomorrow! weee! we're going to Miri after the ND celebration ended, just to respect our own country. at the same time, we are not alowed to leave the country during the celebration. we probably depart in the afternoon. dont worry, im not gonna stay there okay? i dont like staying at Miri, dont ask me why. I have no specific reasons. hehe.

ohh i'm hungrayyy. have to wait for my sister first. hantap jua sudah kelaparan ku ani. Merah sudah ratenya. haha apaan :b okay, i'm leaving now! this blog will be updated a.s.a.p. No pledges *GRIN.

eww!

2010-02-20T18:18:00.005+08:00

Do my finger looks awesome? *grin

Few days ago, i was injured. I was helping my mom cutting the papers by using the big paper cutter, of course. more easier :) at the same time, i was saying to my mom "maa, aku mau makan icecram", i cut the papers while requesting but mom didn't answer. Okay, i guessed maybe she was about did not want to buy one/some for me. I was really fine with it. Then, mom went to her room to watch movie while my sister and were busy doing some tasks. Suddenly, when i was about to cut a paper, my finger was at the edge of the papercutter, yknow what i mean. I can't explain very well. SAPPPPP! I cut my own finger deliberately. At the first five seconds after the accident, i was umm what do we call that, i was DUMB! I stared at the blood and took 2 seconds after that to cry. Wasn't i ridiculous? haha. Oh okay, no jokes for this. I am serious. It was MAXIMALLY PAINFUL! guess it happened because i really want to eat icecream so badly but no lucks. Wanna see how my finger looks like without the bandage? uhmm i think i dont have to show you. You will just say i am stupid to. bla bla bla.

burn out!

2010-02-18T16:16:00.003+08:00

Happy Thursday! :D

Hulaa everyone. Pardon me for not keeping this blog updated. I've been busy recently. huh a lot of homeworks were/are given which is not good for me. I startlingly have a feeling to sleep for 24 hours :O i am really burn out! i have a lack of rest and plenty of energy released. Now, i need my mom to give me a back-massage. hehe.

Anyway, school was....not okay. I felt sleepy in every lessons. Am i a pig? haha. ECA was titing and i kept on glancing out of the window and started to daydreaming. heh. i know it was not normal for me to use those precious times for daydreaming. Ohh every lessons drove me nut! actually, no. I was a nut, actually. I mean, I made myself as a nut. apakan :s

So, there were two boys were staring at me when i was standing outside the toilet waiting for Erma. Honestly, I know them..not literally. But they seemed familiar, of course. We are school mate but I don't even know their name. Why should I know? :s and then, one of 'em was calling my name from the next building. I initially didn't notice the voice because I could only hear football blast and an applause. The environment was hillarious. I kept on watching the match. All of a sudden, there came a 'sumbang' voice. It amazed me dramatically. apakan. haha. I looked back and look out at the second floor of the next building. Uhmm i saw a boy waving at me without reasons. I mean, i don't know him okay? Why would he wave at me enthusiastically? :O kussemangat~~haha. well of course, i ignored him.

That was the first day and the second day .. i mean today, during ECA. I was waiting for my mom to pick me up. There were four or five boys .. the two of 'em were the boys on the previous day. I looked at 'em annoyingly as i knew who they are. I knew they were the previous boys who annoyed me. Soon, mom arrived and I approached the car. They were there .. standing near to my car. Yknow, it was really hard for me to avoid 'em. One of 'em was like saying "yosehhh~~tu ah..tuu". What the heck! they were so annoying and I don't have any idea why were they saying like that. Fyi, if kan mengurat jangan cematu ah. Sinting usul kamu atu. mengurat di tiang dakat entrance. Boys, if you wanna ask me about somehting, talk to me properly. Don't do such a humiliating thing like that. You were so obsessed! Dont ya think? :s

surreal

2010-02-15T18:15:00.003+08:00

Hello Readers and Never-Hello Strangers! :))

Fisrt of all, i'm not going to repeat the phrase "I was missing for..." as the intro. Gonna use something exhilarating :) apakan.

The last two days, as what I've told ya..we the 5a and 5b were in a plan to visit ITB. Unfortunately, the teachers changed their mind and asked only 5a to join the trip in the last few minutes. Wasn't it disappointing 'em? i know, right. poor 'em. i know it was obviously unfair :/ okay proceed.

So! I woke up early in the morning, maximally early than usual :O because, i was afraid to overlook the bus since the teacher asked us to arrive at school before 7. I showed up at 6-ish, almost 7. I thought i was the slowest person, i might be. I know, right. Shut up! :) I then sat and waited for the bus with my Bies-Friends <3>

Okayy...i am like do not want to mumble alot here nor telling everything :) briefly, the trip was fine and tiring and ENOUGH!!:) I met him at Giant. We had a breaktime there so I asked HIM to meet me eventho for 15 minutes. He shown up and grin a lot. HAHA. I was really happy to meet him. LITERALLY! <33>

Anyways, HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR! dont have much to say to my chinese friends but i wish they could enjoy their New Year with family, friends and the loved one :)) lav you !

p/s : the trip pictures, i will upload 'em soon.

an applause

2010-02-09T17:08:00.004+08:00

Wazzzzzuupp upp upp uppp *GRIN.

again, i was missing! for two days. i am lately have big tasks to be accomplished. apart from that, i have to attend extra classes everyday. i don't wanna skip 'em and never will. Erma didn't attend school today because she is sick. ohh pity her. hoping for her to get well real soon.

So, the 'o' level and 'A' level result has been released on Saturday, i think. i am kind of lost! haha. umm a big pride to my cousin, abg Ehsan. He managed to get 3 As in 'A' level and soon he will study overseas in UK. Gonna miss him for three years but don't worry, we will meet during his given holidays :) another person, kaka Mira. although she could only manage to get 3 Os in 'O' level examination but she can work more harder next time besides, you'll be sitting June 'O' level examination, with me :D huehuehue. and again, my neighbor, Syuwari. I would like to congartulate you. He managed to get 5 Os. Another last person, Azizi's sister, Ausi. She managed to get 7 Os. Wuuu! i envy her dramatically. banaiii. hahaha. but yes, i sincerely congartulate all of you. For those who failed, it doesn't mean you failed for the rest of your life :)

Anyways, we the 5A and 5B will be visiting ITB on this Saturday. YIPPPEEEE! hahah. No lessons and no injection :b heard that, the other form 5 studenst will get an injection at Liang Health Centre.

Not to forget one precious thing ;

HAPPY 2 YEARS 8 MONTHSARY TO MY BELOVED MOHD RAIMI <3>

Speech : I will love you forever until my heart stops beating *eseh. Thank you for still being with me no matter what. I trust you with all my heart and soul. LET ME FLY WITH YOU TO THE MOON AND STARS :D I LOVE YOU SAYANG ! *HUGS&KISSES*

another word.

2010-02-06T15:11:00.004+08:00

Hello!

I was missing for three days. Wuu! The other days seemed TRAGIC! im not going to share about the 'TRAGIC' things with you because i need a gap to let me walk smoothly and no INTERRUPTIONS is being needed.

School was okay and the previous days were fine, too. Nothing much. We went study as usual and everything seemed tiring. We got extra classes everyday except for Friday and Sunday. No excuses unless you're sick, of course. Furthermore, new afternoon events were given to us for example, Al-Quran class, which is on every Wednesday and Mass Drill Bahasa Melayu, which is on every Thursday. Full schedule, bytheway. We seem very restless -.-" Okay, enough of school matters.

My sister is going to Bandar with her friend and probably will get back home around 9 pm, i guess. At the same time, I asked her to meet HIM to get the Microsoft Office Software. HE decided to lend me. Mine has gone expired -.-" it was just a trial and now, i need to install the original one. Thank you for lending me, sayang <3>

Now, i feel very sleepy and cranky. So, up to here saja :) see you soon!

-Greebies.

i feel very odd.

2010-02-02T18:56:00.003+08:00

I was alerted! :O

new student?
new friend?
new classmate?

and i feel odd. haha. he didnt seem garrulous though and i don't feel keen to introduce myself to him for instantly. likee, he is such a boring person. haha. oh yes, his name is Erwan Bin A.Ramlee. FULL name yo. Fyi, my BM teacher asked him this kind of question ; "apakah perkara yang anda tidak suka?" andddd i don't remember what was his answer, but i can help myself a little. He said he doesn't like to be intimidated.....wadeva. can't really catch the complete sentences. hahaha. after all, i giggled. he sounded like a 6-years-old kid bah. everyone doesnt want to be intimidated, so do i. FREAKY! so that's all about him. we try to be a nice friend of him and we also hope for the same thing from him. We the 5A do not want anything goes wrong. we need each other and love each other as a friend. So, we never decided to throw any offenses. We'll act politely and will enjoy our moments with him from now on.

WELCOME TO THE 5A FAMILY <3

Friends Forever

2010-02-01T21:33:00.007+08:00

I am kinda missing her so much. well, she haven't been transferred yet but i am seriously feeling sad if i recall the words.

PLEASE STAY MORE LONGER :'(

you're the precious person :')

2010-02-01T17:38:00.003+08:00

i WAS in a pain, or probably i AM in a pain. *QUESTION MARKS ON THE TOP OF MY HEAD*

After having extra classes, i went to Tqah's house with Erma and Minah to print my projects. Unfortunately,my document gone bad. So I just left it behind and decided to renew it tonight. After that, we chatted together and had this miserable conversation from Erma while Tqah wasn't there.

Erma: "eh, i havc a bad news. my father..."

Me, kind of interrupting: "Did minah know this matter??"

Erma: "Bukan wa, bukan pasal atu (just between me&her). Ani paling sedih ah."

Minah: "Apa ni maa..."

Erma: "Pagi ani before sekolah, bapa ku aga aku sama abg ku and suh kami ambil surat pindah sekulah. ke temburong"

Me: "whatt?? Are you going to be transfered to far away from me?"

Erma: "Awu, sedih ku. Inda ku mau banarnya."

Minah: "Merayu lah."

Erma: "Iatah tuu, aku suh abg ku merayu."

Me: "few months left. Dont just leave us like that."

Erma showed her disappointed look.

Minah: "kalau inda kau sendiri merayu kah."

Me: "Minah, nada dapat tuu. She's a girl. Inda karas."

Erma: "I think inda jadi tahun ani kali pasalnya aku cakap sudah arah bapa ku yang tinggal setahun jua lagi. alang-alang jua tuu. idk eh."

Me: "Hopefully, it was just a plan. Jauh lagi tuu. why must Temburong? *sigh"

Erma: "Entah eh. cubatah dakat masih kitani."

So that was our conversation. Tqah knew this earlier than us. We three hope for the changes of her father's mind. Fyi, she is the closest friend i ever have. She accompanies me when i am happy or sad. She is like a sister of mine. When i heard those words from her own mouth, i felt like ... 'PLEASE DONT GO!" :'( I could not imagine how lonely i would be if she isn't there with me. Im gonna miss all the valuable moments that we had spent together since we were young until now.

Erma, please dont go. Please stay more longer, for me and everyone :'/

How it works ?

2010-01-31T21:41:00.004+08:00

Another new look?

HAHA. Yes, i change the skin again. It looks more calm and comfortable. isn't it? better than the previous 'em.

Okay. I am sort of nervous now. The calendar shows me it is currently 31st January and tomorrow is where the month of February started. 3 months to go for the June 'o' level examination. It sounds NOT very close but as I am one of the candidates, i could feel the anxiety. I haven't revise commerce yet. It is like 'ohmyGod'. i havent ? havent? havent? !!! i'm scare baby. for real. I never felt like this before, seriously. I was all playing with my kid's thingy before and i didn't feel anything that scares me to the maximum. Well, immature. haha am i mature now? no, i mean .. i'm still in a kiddy mind. soo, i don't really care about a kind of serious stuff like examination especially the IMMENSE one. pfft. Skip this one, i don't wanna get myself nearer to a fear :O

Soo, i have finished my composition. How it works? It isn't works really well though. I put my strength on it. aisehh. I was struggling to make a good sentences to make my story looks nice and interesting. I never done the nicest one before so this is the time *grin. Show the talent to everyone. *eww. sounds FREAKY. HAHAHA. Okay okay, lets stop. I am not happy yet. I haven't done the profile thingy :S i am such a lazy fart ass. I have prepared the picture of mine to be sticked on the profile paper. My last job is going to be describing myself. heh. troubles are anywhere, dont ya think? can you give me a chance to relax my back? back ache jua ku ni ah. pfft. i was facing on this lappy for umm 4 hours? wuu, i wanna break the record. haha. kalau bleh 24 hours. that must be a lie if i did. hoho.

okay readers, i am in a sleepy look sudah. goodnight :D

-Greebies

anxious

2010-01-29T19:20:00.005+08:00

I wish I had a magic wand
To make it go away;
I'd wave my scepter over you
Until you were okay. I'd think good thoughts; I'd send you love;
I'd transmit healing vibes;
My wand and I would surely beat
Whatever the doc prescribes. But there is no magic scepter, so
I cannot cast a spell;
Just know you're often in my thoughts,
And I hope you'll soon be well!

By Joanna Fuchs

Get well soon sayang :') I love and miss you so much!! <333

sleepy

2010-01-28T16:25:00.005+08:00

OHMYGOD!

why am i sooo that sleepy? pfft. i wasn't really concentrate on my studies this morning. daydreaming all the time. teachers' face were just like an angel in my daydreaming. ah? apadih. HAHA. aku bebanar sleepy. tapinya, my night-sleep was really enough. I know, less than 8 hours but more than 4 hours. It is more than enough. entah kenapakah masih ngantuk atu -.-"

Oh yeah, maths test was awesome but i made A mistake. I hate 'shading' part. Sort of confusing. so when i refered back to my notes, i found that i wrote the wrong answer. I mean, i shaded it wrongly wah. Pelui itu 'sets'. I don't like that topic. Please move to 'algebra'. Pardon me, i know algebra is more than confusing but i like like it *bright teeth. and i like 'graph'. Oh Mai Gad. Lukis lukis. *lame. HAHAHA. Just because the graph paper is too GREEN, so it makes my eyes glistening unstopabbly. HEHEHE.

Soo, i actually just got home from school. I was having cca. Yknow what, i had a nap for 30 minutes before i went to school this afternoon. and it was almost 2.30 when I was awaked (cca started at 2.30). I was awaked by my mom. She said she had been called my name to wake me up. I didn't realize. Ragged. as what i said, i was way sleepy. I went to school with a sleepy look on my oily face. Sunny day, baby. I couldn't insist to wash my face repeatedly. As in result, my face macam frying pan. Friends kept asking where I had been, i was way too late. awudeh, tidur jua ku tu ah. mimpikan the angels membangunkan aku. HAHAHA.

Anyways, i had soo soo many HOMEWORKS. i know, tomorrow is Friday. OFF DAY for all students :))) manis. and another topical test will be given to us on Thusrday. History -.-" cool saja *inhale*exhale*. I remember what Cg Tuah said to us the classmates. "jangan membuang masa. Masa tidak pernah mengejar kita." eh ngam kah? like aku lupa sikit. HAHAHA. Add the word 'probably' before 'remember' supaya lebih suitable. hahaha.

I have this strong feeling wa, that i seriously can't deny. eseh. I feel likeee .... *sigh. I feel like wanna buy Nasik Katok Aqilah lagi. HAHAHAHA. Manis eh. Nasi Katok Aqilah jugak lah :b *clear throat. "Aqiloh~*gay voice* karang ku bali arah mu lagi sama kaka ku" HAHAH. I planned to treat my sister today. Treat her Nasi Katok Aqilah. Nyaman tooooo *slurrpsss. The sambal was really spicy tapi menggoda :S haha. The chicken is the most peranan dalam nasi katok aqilah. hahaha. nyaman. Keep up the good work. eseh eseh *wink. Whoaa i JUST realised! bibiran rupanya ku hari ini. Like, wadzeva. he he.

Instead of 'bibiran', i better say something good and beautiful to my lovely friend, Khairunnisa :D *clear throat. "Where's the mic? *yell" HAHA.

"Happy Birthday to you~"
"Happy Birthday to you~"
"Happy Birthday to Nysa~"
"Happy Birthday to you~~"

With loads of pleasures, i would like to say Happy Birthday to you. May Allah bless you and your life. I'll pray for your happiness. You're the happy-go-lucky lass friend that I have in the class. haha. Your laugh experienced the mad of my heart. Bukan apa, bila kau ketawa, jantung ku virbates macam speaker. HAHAHA. No offense. I love ya, Nysa <3>

p/s: jadikah mencat isuk aaa????

my eyes are glistening

2010-01-27T19:04:00.005+08:00

Its already wednesday. January is almost ended. bla bla bla.

I skipped Tuesday. No such dramas has been found in my blog yesterday but i found that today was the most interesting day among the previous 'em. We painted the class this afternoon and the colour is turqoise. It is correspondent to vanilla usulnya when we added some water in it. Kami pikir pekat sikit the paint but however, cair tah sudah. so makin cair tia tem added the water. HAHAHA. That was sooo useless. Anyhow, we enjoyed the painting time although there were only a few of us came to paint. Some went home early. That's okay (: but we really hope for their absence on Friday. We h-o-p-e :D soo, i enjoyed every single moments i had spend with 'em tadi. HAHA. siuk jua painting kelas ani until i had to take off my tudung pasal the paint merancit arah tudung ku. pffft. and im okay with that because i have bought two new tudungs. HAHA. bekarih ku memujuk mama ku laii. i was kinda tired tadi and i was all sweating! i painted the highest level. tinggi kali tu ah. HAHA naik atas kerusi ku tarus atu pun payah2 masih. pfft. im short bah *sigh. i dont like to paint at the lowest level. ngalih ku lowering my body. bungkuk karang mcm nini kebayan :S huh? apakan. HAHA.

okay enough. tommorow we'll be having maths test. inda ragged yaw. aku balum revise sebanarnya. like, the topic sounds easy and 'nutty'. it is known as 'sets'. ada yang sanang, and a few are difficult to understand. frankly, i need to learn more. this brain needs to be fixed sedikit for tomorrow. nyeh. hm i recently think of the dark side of myself. i humbled. pfft. i dont know why. it sounds bad when you have the disbelief on yourself. yknow what i mean. i surrendered so soon. but now, im okay. sadar ku sudah. apakan. aku inda feel eager kan belajar two days ago. like, something is bothering me too much. i can't think properly about that. Now, no more anxiety or wadzoeber. i believe in myself. aisehh. arrrreeee rreee reeee! *kaling alert. HAHA.

oh by the way, i bought nasi katok at Aqilah's house. It was veryy *burrrp. nahh nyaman bah (Y) HE HE. aku suka. next time lagi aku beli oh Iman :) it was really delicious. I mean it. *.* i eat too much nowadays. I want only FOODSSS! <3>

annoying.

2010-01-25T20:14:00.003+08:00

are you okay?
are you okayy?
are youu superduper okay??

those questions keep on dancing and jumping on my head :((

i'm not okay.
i'm not okay.
i'm not okay.

palui ehhh rasa ku. kenapa kan ni. i haven't read commerce. not even A page :'( that's disappointing. shut up, i know im pretty lazy to get up! likeee, i haven't awaken yet. macam lah. usul usul ku atu mcm masih dalam tidur wah. gilak! im not in my daily mood (happy) today. i wanna fly supaya ada rasa angin2. CRAP! aku mau udara yang segar. huhu.

yknow what, im now listening to the song called 'If you believe', its on repeat. aku sedih! the song ani sedih tia jua but aku sukaaa! what the hell. apakaan aku cakapkan anii. CRANKY ehhh :S

i'm done :D

2010-01-24T22:37:00.003+08:00

Just can say a few words for tonight.

I'm tired! -.-" just got home from Bandar. pfft. it was exciting but huh, tiring though. so far, shopping time was exhilarating. i'm soo enough with the things I have bought. HAHA. But i hate voucher. there are some disadvantages of using it. seriously. dont get too happy when you're about to use it. my suggestion, its better to use a cash $$$. more safer and fair! banar. i know, the money in the voucher was $200. to the money lover like me, it is more than enough to go shopping! wuhuu. i have bought flat shoes, a watch, a perfume, a comb, an earing and a wallet. i decided to buy a handbag but unfortunately, the bags were tooo FASHIONABLE :S i mean g-i-r-l-y. pfft. sooo, canceled! HAHA.

people, i think i really have to go now. i have to finish my homeworks and then, go to sleep. i will tell you more tomorrow. Sweetdream :D

-RS loveFLOOD

a walk to remember

2010-01-23T15:45:00.009+08:00

I just finished watching this movie called 'A walk to remember'. OHH! my tears were falling down. I have watched it before but i seemly forgot some parts of the movie, especially how she (Mandy Moore) died. She had a cancer and definitely will leave her loved one (Shane west). The most miserable part is when Mandy Moore was lying on the bed and told Shane west that he's an angel of her. I cried again. Shoot! sedih nya mo. and guys, they're married but inda batah atu, Mandy Moore mati (not for real) :)

another planet?

2010-01-22T15:55:00.005+08:00

im so sick of this girl. view my previous post which was about two fake kids. i hate 'em. so desperate to be one of my 'close' friend. and now, im gonna talk about only one of 'em.

I was signed in msn for awhile to look for Hazirah. Thought she might go online, just kan mencek so i decided to go online more or less than 3 seconds. i found that, she wasn't there so i decided to leave. unfortunately, there's one girl that i just mentioned in my previous post!

Girl : "Remyyyyy!!"

Undeniably, i was feeling shocked and dumb. dasar kurang ajar anak atuu.

Girl : "HAHAHA astah Salwaaa laaa."

okay, is that a joke? You're playing with my boyfriend's name and this is the second time, i bet. you BITCH!

fyi, i didn't reply her. so what!

next, i mean just now. i went online again. the same reason and don't ask me what is the purpose of me looking for Hazirah. Private. HAHA. so, the same kid bagi aku text lagi. I feel crankyyyy. Tau kau laii? ulah mu atu capi capi. datang dari mana, aku pun inda tau. and all of a sudden, she said this :

Girl : "Salwaa!"

I hastily put an auto message saying "Aku busy. shut up."

Me : "hye."

Girl : "HAHA I miss youu!"

Eww. i dont have any idea what is she talking about? im not even her close/best friends. sister, either. i dont know you, lassie. if you're too obsess to be my friend, please be nice and polite, not using that way. okay proceed!

Me: "aha, thanks :)"

Girl : "aww busy kau? bah agath. HAHA"

LAMEEEE! and what kind of convo was that?? i mean, i feel humiliating though. i dont like that kid. in addition, she is so not right yknow. theres something wrong with kids nowadays. too much sugar. i really hope to have a proper attitude kids for someday. i will. no PLEDGES.

awesome !

2010-01-22T10:10:00.003+08:00

Goodmorning readers!

Wuu it sounds exhilarating of me :) mom is gonna bring me and sis-in-law to go shopping! and there's this convo between me and mom :

Me: "ma, lupa ku. aku mau tukar ctc lens kuu ah. expired sudah. berapa bulan dah. bila dapat kesana? (optical).

Mom: "mama ani inda plg suka bejanji nii. kalau mau jalan, jalan saja tarus krg. mau kau?"

Me: "ari ani? bah bleh eh. iatah yg ku mau sangat sangat tuu"

HAHA. hyper ku dapat tukar lens ku. i mean, it's been ages aku inda makai lens ku atuu. and i decided to change the warna. my current lens are in a 'crystal grey' colour, i wanna change it into green kalau buleh. or maybe aqua. aseh. or maybe just a simple grey kalau bleh so that, the teachers may not notice that im using 'em :D

now, im waiting for mom to got home. shes now attending al-quran class at Ugama's school in Seria (: kelas dewasa. mama ku rajin kaliah *grin. HE HE HE.

i just signed in my twitter and then i noticed that my sister(Hazirah) ada bg tweet. sorry for not replying on the spot. I was busy last night. Having a tremendous scary problem. and im cool now :D

aww! im gonna meet my friends by tomorrow. im totally missing 'em *sigh. and i missed a lot of lessons already. as what I heard from Iman, they had a lot of homeworks to be done. i kinda miss homeworks. this is not a lie. fakta. for God's sake, fahaman and sastera ; i haven't done 'em. shoooot! pemalas. baru ini aku mengatakan aku rindu pada homework. pretender eh. HA HA HA. no, its just that i was sick and my brain wasn't functioning very very very well. hence, i couldn't even write properly. kamu mau tulisan ku macam cakar ayam kah? HAHA. soo i decided to finish 'em by tonight. clean semuanya. and im still waiting for erma to pass down my homeworks. Hey, dont be late! aku benci org yang betabiat *diri sama jua, inda punctual. HOHO. but seriously, i need to finish all of 'em by tonight, so she must give all the homeworks to me by tonight. aku bah absent dua hari, gerenti betimbun nii homework. palui ni. f e v e r punya pasal. NOT my fault. aku sendiri inda mau demam. huh.

bah bah, gtg. kan bejalan ku dulu. bye :)

-RS loveFLOODS.

im so proud

2010-01-21T13:14:00.003+08:00

im gonna take a journey to Bandar this Sunday. with family and Erma <3>

Dad's gonna give me a voucher $200 from HuaHo . Oh it sounds awesome right? :) i have to spend those $$$, i mean vanish 'em. y'know, we'll not gonna keep the changes, like we need to spend all those moneys because it is just a voucher. this is my first time to spend that lots of money. normally, i will ask my parents to buy me something that i want. and now, it is totally different. well, mom is usually not going to allow me to buy something just by one click because, she wants us to save money for future. aww that's common for everyone. so no big deal. im not mad at my mom, either. because i know deep down, there will be a reward from God beyond all this things that have been burdening me. sooo, this is the right time to go shopping! perhaps, we will go to JP. Insyaallah. No pledges. besides, all of this are my birthday presents. i know, it sounds too late but i don't mind. they have promised to bring me to have a journey to Bandar, shopping time! :D i guess, this is going to be more than i expected. this sounds hillarious. i was all alone in this house since the December Holiday, i felt irritating though. soo, im gonna make that Sunday to be more fun. HEHE. im so excited now. im like praying to God, hoping for no obstacles for Sunday journey. and hoping for a good news on dad's salary. as you know that, they kept on cutting his salary. no possible reasons. it literally drove us mad.

so readers, i feel like im okay now. haha. since i heard my dad is gonna give me that voucher, and mom gonna buy me a skinny jean and a t-shirt, im now feeling in a pride. and i hope, my fever could promptly vanished.

-RS loveFLOODS.

Where is everyone ? :S

2010-01-21T08:44:00.003+08:00

Hello readers :)

hmm i'm alone here. mom is cooking at downstairs. bro and his wife emm maybe are going to somewhere. idk. anyways, i miss my friends already. everyone of 'em actually. pfft. how's em uh? huhu. it seems like i've lost all of 'em. crap. pfft. i was given two days holiday to release the pain. i need to rest instead of attending school. besides, my body temperature was 38.3. hopefully, it has released to normal temperature. aminnnn :) i don't like fever at all. well who doesnt?! hmm because of it, i cannot attend school for two days. oh Tuhannn :( i missed so many lessons already. badluck.

okay people. i wanna have a breakfast. my mom is calling me from dawn to dusk to have my breakfast. haha menipu tu ah. HAHA. so i'm gonna recede :D

-RS loveFLOODS

Happy Birthday !

2010-01-20T19:54:00.004+08:00

Hello Readers :))

Im not gonna talk a lot tonight. I'm still sick baby :/ Soo, PROCEED!

Happy Birthday to Ahsha @ Eca :D it's your 16th Birthday. May God bless you and may your dreams come true. I wish for your luckiness and of course, your happiness. Stay cute and smart! :) as i know, you're as usual known to be the smarter one in our class. So, keep up your excellent work and i hope you could get 8 'o's in the 'o' level examination. Amin. Me love you, Eca <3

Sorry for not keeping any of your pictures. So, i could not upload any of yours. But i sincerely greet you with lots of pleasure :) once again darling, Happy Birthday!

fever. damn!

2010-01-19T19:58:00.004+08:00

Hello readers :))

i'm feeling unwell today. since the beginning of the day. f e v e r ! the most dangerous word to be heard by me. D i s a s t e r banar fever anii. i haven't done Fahaman because of this situation. i'm sicckkk baby. i really am. mahn! i'm almost cranky :s

My body has gone weak and i can feel the pain in my head. my brain doesn't functioning very well, hence i can't talk properly. damn. my heart beats slower, i'm now can only hear the sound of the alarm from the clock. shiitt! apa yang salwa tengah cakapkan? :/ i talk too much *sneeze. omaigad, i can't stand with this fever sudah wah. yet, mom asked me to eat medicine to release the pain but i'm indeed stubborn, though. everyone hates medicine, i bet.

and nowww, that's all. i need to release this pain by eating PANADOL. yeah yeah, no other medicines will do. pfft.

Anyways, thank you to NorHazirah Hanafi <3 for greeting me a happy belated birthday this early morning. and appreciate the hugs :D

it's late!

2010-01-18T22:26:00.010+08:00

Holaa peeps.

and i say, it's about time. My birthday has gone to nowhere. HAHA. unfortunately, i didn't have a chance to greet myself in this blog. that's all because of that stupid modem! i mean, its connection. since my village had been blackout three days ago, the internet connection had suddenly gone mad. soooo dears, pardon me for being late.

And Salwa !!

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO ME! I'm 16 :D

it sounds so not normal :/ i mean, i greet myself and seems so much pain. nyeh. but no matter what. Thanks to my cyg, the one who greeted me early than everyone did. Ngam2 pukul 12. whoaa! he called me and greeted me romanticly. He sang me a birthday song. HAHA. I cried. terharu ku yo! <3 andd the second person was Tqah. just a simple kind of word. but no matter what, i thanked her very much! <3 the third was Bajii :) and the fourth was Erma <3 HAHA. the rest were my cousins. DAMN! aher kamu aa. HAHA. MARAH ku nii. and pardon me for replying all of your greetings very soon. Except for my cyg :) I replied only his first. HAHA. Tanpa membuang masa :b i would like to share some of the pictures that had been taken during my birthday party. it's just a small party. not as what you have thought. besides, i have only a moderate type of family :) sooo, enjoy!

kusyuk makan :b MAMA <3

yummy! it was delicious! i mean extremely ! :D *gulps. thank you , sis <3 onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_bZ7aCCUT62U/S1R37L-lfLI/AAAAAAAAAHg/-rDf_o2p2dk/s1600-h/P1150112.JPG">
unfortunately, i don't like my smile :/

the home-made cake :)) thanks mom <3

peace ! aku hyper ada cakee :DD

well, im not goin' to upload all the pictures. hehe. acutally, there are many picutes other than those. but they were my single photo, i bet you're not interested to see 'em. kan? :)

goodnight peeps :D

jobless 'till speechless.

2010-01-14T23:35:00.004+08:00

it's 11 37 pm. and it's almost mid-night. those pictures were taken when i was waiting for him. hm-hm. undeniably, im tired of waiting. dont ask me why because i bet you got the same reason as mine, too. everyone does :/ jobless and i lost so many words since the very beginning of this night. huh. so far, i'm so bored. i want to go to school, unfortunately, tomorrow is Friday and it always happens to be holiday, of course. so i will just stay at home. as usual, revise and sleep. that's so not exhilarating ! :(

so people, how's my blog skin? it's new btw. hehe. i bet the previous one is very lame. so i decided to renew it. but i don't think it's as pretty as others' blog. kan? HAHA biar kan lah. still adore with Iman's blog. Simple but yeah, NICE :D

okay people, gtg now. He's here sudah :)

-RS loveFLOODS.

oh pleasseeeee

2010-01-14T14:12:00.000+08:00

bad luck bad luck :( I didn't attend school today due to the weather matters.

heavy rain, strong wind, thunders and lighting. they were some of the obstacles. i was just about to arrive but there was a traffic jam and it took about 30 mins to settle down. sooooo, i could not insist to go to. this is CRAP! i was reluctant to be absent :'( but i had no other choices. besides, it was almost flooding.

my bro : "this is not a good sign"

me : "so, cemana ne?"

my bro : "cut it off. inda payah tah attend kali. balek saja. lagipun, it is not a good sign. mcm kan banjir. krg manatau kalau banjir, paksa lagi ambil kau"

me, talking to myself inside my heart : "mcm inda ikhlas. pfft."

my bro : "i mean, kerita abg randah. krg payah kan driving. susah. so, inda payah tah kali. one day jua gannya. so what??"

me, giggled : "bah manasaja. *sigh"

that was a convo before we arrived in front of the school. soo, we headed back home. hmm it was disappointing. I should be in school instead of took a journey to KB. Yeah, my mom brought us to KB to settle some matters. soo, we OFF then. my mom treated us makan di Han's restaurant in KB town. it was a great breakfast since i was very hungry. hm-hm. we only ate some cheap foods and drinks to save our budget. HEHE. after that, we went to our cousin's crib. took a rest and chatted with 'em. HEHE. it was a lonely situation. their daughters and sons were in school :( but i eventually met Kaka Fiey. She went home for awhile to have break for two hours. her school is different than mine. HEHE. while i could only be given 30 minutes to have a breaktime. nyeh. syukur tah. Finally, we headed to my sis-in-law's crib to take something that they'd left. then we took a rest, again. ngalih. besides, heavy rain occured unstoppably so we took a chance to hide ourself from it. nyeh. bytheway, her family is babysitting her friend's daughter and son soo i played with 'em. HEHE. they are cute and prettyyy. unfortunately, i forgot to take some photos of 'em. lagipun battery hp ku low bah. pardon me. soon after that, we then headed to home. on our way to home, there's a car accident. and i found that it wasn't a car but it was a kind of a lorry. just near by Supa Save supermarket. hm-hm. tau sudah hujan, cubatah berhati hati. anxious bah si salwa. haha banai.

okay people. i have to go now. i just got home from every journeys i had took. pfft. tiring. im gonna take a sleep after this and soon after that i will revise some works.

ciao.

-RS loveFLOODS

Happy Birthday !

2010-01-12T18:13:00.000+08:00

Seems like I've missed one thing. aha-aha.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to Abdul Hakeem :D

Now, you've grown up and your age is ummm ... 17 ? iakah? since you're the tallest among us, its hard for me to expect that your age is below 17. HAHA. fakta bah. anyhoo, wish you a very good luck and have fun with your precious day with family and friends. and im hoping for you to decrease your singing-routine. HAHAHA. it is fun though. you make us happy all the time and i appreciate that. heard that you're soo wanna be an 'imam' for someday and i will pray for that, too. may God bless you and give you full of happiness and laughter. Amin.

I think that's al :)

-RS loveFLOODS

solved ! :)

2010-01-12T15:44:00.000+08:00

yuhuu! just got home from extra classes *yawn.

extra classes were half-okay, half-not-okay. and it's a bit hot outside. i could see people burning things outside their house and it is just near to our school, btw. aisshh.bebau bah my uniform. i know i will wash it after this but you don't know how tired I could be now? keling eh.

anyways, im feeling super hyper today. not hyper, that's too much to be imagined. HAHA. i mean like, im feeling SOOOOO happy, babe. HAHA. but give me a time to story-ing. haha. will tell you more next time. im gonna have a long nap now and will be awaked by mom around 5 in the afternoon? aha saya tahuuu ituu :D

so people. see ya next time.

ciao!

-RS loveFLOODS

in a rush.

2010-01-11T23:02:00.001+08:00

Nighty-night people.

hm-hm. im suddenly feeling wanna bloging. HAHA. i miss blog-ing and it's my first way to express my feelings deep inside my heart. i know, im not gonna be here for so long as i used to be. kan kan? and i was just finished on doing my homework. DONE!

Commerce- done, english-done, maths - done, c.science ? NOPE! HAHA. please dont show an evil laugh at me okay. those questions are not easy and probably i need to practise more. geezzz!

well, im not gonna tell you about this morning because it was sort of disappointment, indeed. all i know is, by tomorrow .. i need to be punctual. sucks! i hate to come early. which the situation is just gonna make me asleep. im not a morning-person nor night-person. soo i only need the day which there would be no teachers beside me. HAHA they annoy me, sometimes. anyhoo, i don't care.

im currently listening to BCL's song - Karena ku cinta kau mp3. jiwang eh. HAHA. and im just waiting for him to finish doing his own thing. i dont need to know. hah apakan. he's dealing with paper-punching, perhaps. hehe. im just now reading his blog and hes talkin' all about school matters. aisehh. talkin' about his teacher were tricking 'em. oh you dont need to know. if youre feeling wanna know more, link him :b

gtg now. sleepy !!

ciao!

-RS loveFLOODS

a proper arrangement

2010-01-10T22:59:00.000+08:00

Hye people.

Oh, tonight is gonna be my last update. Im not gonna keep this blog updated and for this few moments, you wont have a chance to dig my 'hush-hush' :b apakann.

Well, i have a homework. But not a writing-homework. It's sastera and we're asked to read the new chapter because she's going to ask some questions. Huh. As you know that, i dont like sastera and never will. hm-hm. its hard for me to understand some of the language. besides, it used a kind of old-brunei language. deep banar. huh. so i have to pretend that i'm living in Kampong Ayer and be one of its people. HAHA. banaii. nahh~no offense. i like some of the language and frequently use some of 'em when talking with my family. HAHA.

i think that's all. i don't really have an appetite to give a night speech like i used to do. hehe. maybe because of this is my last update. i'm smile-less and talk-less. aiseh. hehe.

Ciao!

-RS loveFLOODS

new addiction

2010-01-09T22:48:00.000+08:00

i know im not as pretty as you. MAMAR muka ku! right? *sigh

Those were taken when i was just got home from attending CCA. it was tiring but i decided to take some pictures of myself wearing school uniform *likee!

let's see. actually, i don't have any ideas what to share with all of you. As tomorrow is gonna be my last update, soo .. i need to spend more time into blog-ing bofore i'm leaving it. wuisseh. bejiwang ku sama blog :b

oh yes. school stories? I haven't told you more. I was having geography lesson and it was unexpectedly exciting. HAHA i mean. I'm now getting obsess with it but NOT with the teacher. pfft. I'm seriously do not like the teacher and not gonna try to. Geeezzz! Maths was okay and we were asked to answer a few oral questions. Hm-hm. I managed to answer it and she was delighted to ask me to sit down :DD Malay was one of the BORING lesson. We didn't do anything, just to hear him reading our previous composition. im glad that my composition wasn't there since I was absent on the day they wrote it. nyeh. Selamat aku :)) History was like 'tough'! I mean, i wrote so many points of what the teacher had explained. haha. i noted 'em down in my green book. aiseh. rajin kaliaa. haha nah~i try to be ;) but briefly, it was just fine and calm. No pressure at all. So, im not gonna tell about MIB lesson which it will never brightens up my day at all. HAHA. So, let it be. IGNORE!

Im currently waiting for him to done his blog-ing. 'adededeh~' haha. he's now dealing with his own practise to make a good english sentence. Boy, you're having the courage so let it flow. apakan ? :b

Okay people, it's already late night. im a bit sleepy though but i try to stand with it. HAHA. i have my own things to do this mid-night so i might not straight away go to sleep.

Ciao <3

- RS loveFLOODS

the last confirmation

2010-01-09T13:17:00.000+08:00

Hello readers&stalkers :D How are you ? hoping to hear the good news from all of you.

Umm school was okay. not bad. but kind of tiring though. the weather kept changing itself. It's firstly feeling to be sunny and yet, it turned to rainy and few moments after that, the sun reappeared to burn us. hm-hm. anyways, im cool with all the things that appeared today :D whatever it was, im not gonna talk too much for now. I have been searching for ideas on what to share with you since the very beginning of the day. HAHA. i was wasting my time on thinking 'bout it instead of focusing on my teacher's 'watsoever' :D at least, i finally caught the words that had been threw from their bitter mouth.

SOO, im not gonna talk about June examination now. I haven't fill in the form. Need to put some voodoos in that paper so that i could be accepted by Cikgu Asmah. HAHA nah~kiddin'. Well, let God arranges this matter. I'll just do a kind of 'bertawakal'. wuisehh. banar kali uh.

Oh yes people, i forgot to tell you one thing about this morning. well, i decided to be PUNCTUAL and that is so-not-a-promise. and guess what? i failed to. jeng jeng. HAHA i know its goin' to happen since the very beginning of my night speech. but i just wanna try once. and yet, i failed. so im not gonna try for twice nor trice! just that, i'll push myself to get into the 'rajiness'. haha no more too-much-sugar okay? :b

aww! can't wait to see my cousin today. She will sleepover at my house for two days. every two days in a week and just for this whole January only. hm-hm. gonna miss her after that. We're generally don't meet each other very often. Her parents and siblings are soo kind of job-first and that makes us barely chilling out together even in a holiday. I know, it is not really exhilarating. anyways, i really miss all of 'em and hoping to see them during my BIRTHDAY! WEEE! <3

p/s : Erma, please come and sleepover at my place on 16th January. We're gonna take a journey to Bandar to celebrate my Birthday in Qlap. Wee! :D *grin

okay i think that's all for now. um i need to take a short nap or maybe the long one. HAHA. depends on my energy. if it is sooo less, i think i need 4 hours to meet my dream :D

-RS loveFLOODS

a very goodnight :)

2010-01-08T23:08:00.001+08:00

people, i'm now feeling soooooo sleeeepy but i stubbornly want to revise a little more. *wink.
well, im not that sleepy. just that, im sitting next to my bed and that's why it keeps on calling me unstoppably. haha CRAP! currently go online with Remy♥ , of course. No one else could accompany me during this late night. HAHA. so, tomorrow as usual..gonna wake up more early than before and try to be punctual. AHA. sounds bad. yes, i always go to school late. i attempt to change but still got no sign of it. HAHA. soo, planned to wake up early and straight away get dress before the clock is sharply pointing at 7 am. HEHE. Azam baru kah? TELAMPAU aher untuk berazam baru. HAHA next year saja berazam aa salwa. This is just a practise :b and if it really works out, so I'm gonna keep it as my early-morning-shcool-routine. HAHA. aisehh. umm i recently attempt to help him in making a good sentence in english language. im not saying that his english is bad but he don't have the courage to try some. that makes me anxious of him. hm-hm. i decided to teach him even though i'm seriously not a good english teacher but for God's sake, I must help him no matter what. Besides, we must help our partner/friends for our own good. HEHE. Motivation uh? HAHA. Night Motivation, and yet people are asleep. Salwa Salwa. Please don't talk too much uh. Haiya, too much sugar in my body. HAHA apakan eh :b

hm it is almost 12 am. now, it's 11 31 pm. Whoaa. so not a good student. HAHA. well, i can't keep my eyes away from my own blog even this lappy. i'm so addicted to 'em. Freaking addicted, anyways. time for lappy-ing is probably almost over. By next week, im so not gonna spend my time more into this. gonna face lots of school works and my brain is nearly cramp itself. uh-oh. so please, friends and people out there who knows me - don't mess up my works and life. im gonna face on a tremendous examination this year. me myself is also trying to get a happy life and smile up to everyone to throw away all the bad things inside my heart nor my soul.

let's see, what's up for tomorrow? will prepare my brain and myself forrr :

(1) MIB : 7 30 - 8 00

(2) History : 8 00 - 9 00

(3) B.Melayu : 9 00 - 10 00

and will have a breaktime for only 30 minutes.

(4) Maths : 10 30 - 11 30

(5) Geography - 12 30

so, that's all. i'm glad that there's no Sastera lesson for tomorrow *grin.

For this year, my interest in Sastera has faded away. Can't find out the reasons but the fact, i hate the teacher. pfft. Most of 'em will not agree with my opinion. But i have my own unacceptable reason. HAHA. But yeah, i can't deny that I abhor the way she talks. well, manusia. imperfect. so do i. i'm really bad in knowing people which i easily have the feeling of hating a person whom I just know. *sigh. that's a bad thing of me. but no matter what, for me..that's so not important. hating people is not a worst thing. besides, there will be loads of people hates me but they never know me even talk to me. kan? so do i. that kind of feeling is too childish so i try to vanish it. HAHA. and ignore the teacher, bytheway. trying to get to know her more better. besides, she would teach me for this whole year. so shes not gonna annoy me as soon as i know her for this whole year :)

okay people. five more minutes to go to 12 am - life. HAHA. new day of Saturday. hoping for the luckiness and advantages of the day :D im going to sleep after this. and sunday is my last updation. I mean, im not gonna keep this blog really updated. im gonna face June o level in just 4 months to go. soo wish me a very good luck. hoping to get a full 4 Os in this June o level examination. and thanks for the wish. apakan? i mean, those who wishing me sincerely. it doesn't matter whether the wisher is a reader or a stalker :D i accept your visit and pardon me if some of my words are offending all of you.

To my sweetheart , Mohd Raimi Bin Hj Rosli ♥, HAPPY ANNIVERSARY!! I love you with all my heart and soul.

a very goodnight greetings to all of you *flying kiss.

-Salwa the Fart Teletubbies/RS lovefloods.

tomorrow

2010-01-08T19:38:00.000+08:00

Haven't revise any works, indeed. Apart from revising, I was watching korean drama in prabola. HAHA. I was wasting my time on that drama instead of revising. wth. im currently watching the dumb Mr.Bean movie while waiting for my sister to pick me up. I wanna go buy chocolate as im craving for it. *gulps. hehe. I'm lately like to eat a kind of too-much-sugar. haha. I wanna be as fat as my cat. apakan eh. laiiinn. ignore that. I'm only joking. I don't wanna be fat, just wanna increase my weight a lil. Just wanna be as healthy as I wished, though :)

*yawn. I'm a bit sleepy right now but I force myself not to. HAHA atu majal kau Salwa. torturing my own self yeah? :b Nooo. I'm having a plan to revise. So, i can't change my plan into sleeping. Right? I wanna be a kind of non-stop-study bah. yoseh. memarah utak. Nah~this is only a wish! :) I'm lately having a kind of gloomy dream. Almost everyday. Hmm it's all 'bout her, indeed. Well, as you know that we still haven't talk to each other because yeah, a little abhor to each other. wth. I attempt to stop this not-make-sense-fight. Truthfully, i've become despondent to her. I mean, HONESTLY! But who doesnt? I mean....nobody is perfect. everyone would have their own dislikes. So do I. But i need to treat her back as before. Like ... 'what past is past'. There would be no sakes if we continue this matter. Am i right, people? Yes, my own fault. Her fault, too. Not blaming BUT it is a fact. Kan? At least, I admitted that I did the wrong things to her, too. I never attempt to deny it. I'm delighted to treat her very well. In a polite way. We're friends so we have to act like a'friend'. No matter what, we're in the same class. It is such a lame thing to see when we don't treat our own classmates. Like fighting just because of the unacceptable reasons. Soo..I need to find a good way to talk to her. Give her a message for example. Hmm this is one of a kind. HEHE. But, I wonder that will she accept me to be one of her friend, again? Ouch. that's one of a painful thought. Think about it brightly and positively, Salwa. Everyone will forgive each other, generally *exhales.

Well~will think about this, SOON! I haven't prepare any ideas and there's a crowd of revisions deep inside my brain. Soo I don't have that much time to think too much 'bout her. Maybe, SOON *roll eyes.

p/s : sis, drive more faster and safer okay?I'm now waiting for you since the beginning of 7 in the night *sigh.

ohh DEAR :D

2010-01-08T17:20:00.000+08:00

it's 8th January 2010 :D

it is exactly 9 more days to go ! HAHA. My birthday is around the corner and i feel excited! can't wait for the greetings and presents.

p/s : Iman, try to memorize my birthday from now on. HAHA. I'll be waiting for something from you. HAHA nah~kidding. *peace yo
p/s : sayang, prepare me something special :DD hehe.
p/s : and YOU, don't screwed up my unforgettable day :D

Umm i just remember that I have a homework to be done by tonight. I mean no excuses. I have to pass it up tomorrow. Oh, NO NO NO. I think it should be passed up on Tuesday, better. No c.science lesson for tomorrow and Monday :)) BRAIN-REST !

I'm now thinking 'bout the right subjects for June 'O' level examination. I haven't decide four subjects. FYI : I'm gonna sit for only four subjects. In that case, I need to choose. Hmm I have planned to take commerce and c.science. The other two subjects? Umm haven't decide :/ pfft.
So people, wish me luck!

Oh Tuhan, i need to revise now. gtg!

-Salwa the FART TELETUBBIES ♥

Clean

2010-01-07T17:33:00.000+08:00

*clear throat. hello? :s

AHA! I'm almost DEAD! I was likely to be a cup of boiling tea -.-" the weather is just like wanted to burn my body and .. I was all sweating! it was a tiring work. I'd been looking for the right teacher who handling in academic department and at last! I found 'em. Feeling nervous to tell 'em that I will be taking a June 'O' level examination. pfft. Scared that they might not trust my self - confidence. But yet, they just wished me luck and proud with my self-confidence. Nyeh. I'll do my best for that. To fashion my school's name :D

Umm I wonder. Iman is now getting closer to me. nyeh. I've never expecting that I will be one of her friend. I mean the close one. HEHE. But yeah, we're now barely talk to each other because we sit far away from each other *majal :b feel comfortable to talk to her personally and sharing some hot stories. HAHA. That's our routine :D and just now, i was having fun with the three mad friends. HAHA. Erma, Wana and Tqah. Speaking in Indian Language. Yeah, I started it first. HEHE. Buang boring lah konon, while waiting for Wana's bro to pick her up. And erma's weird. She kept talking to herself while we were having a daydream. HAHA. Well, actually .. we didn't realize that she attempted to make a joke with us but it is kind of lame. HAHA. So, we just kept silent and watch her annoyingly. HAHA kesian. Well darling, it was actually indeed funny. No offense :))

Umm I'm now having a kind of future's thought. I haven't decide what's my ambition yet but some people says it's better for us to decide it before we step off from the life of secondary school. hm-hm. anyways, i don't have any ideas about that. Besides, i'm not freaking worry. HAHA. All I know is, I'm gonna start my brain engine and drive safely. HAHA. banai.

Bah bah. I can't spend my time with you too long. I have to go. My mind is mumbling about revisions. But my heart keeps staying on this lappy. HAHA kaling. sudah Salwa. Krg malem sembung uh :D *sniff. SHOWEERRRR TIMEEE! *lapas maghrib :)

-Salwa the FART TELETUBBIES♥

GREAT !

2010-01-06T17:31:00.000+08:00

It's hot! Just now, i can't sleep but I'm more into games. HAHA. Hey Salwa, you're gonna face 'o' level examination but you still wanna play games? :/ anyways, i don't care 'bout that. I'm not gonna concentrate on my studies pressure-ly. I mean, in fact I could divide my times to do the necessary and unnecessary things.

Gratefully, I have found my dvd remote control. HAHA. I had lost it for two days. SHUT UP! Let's talk about anything interesting :D

Homeworks? hm-hm. I still haven't done it. It is yesterday's homework and I supposed to pass it up by today but there're two more questions left emptied. la la la. I don't know how to explain it. Plus, it is FANTABOLOUSLY complicated. Now, I'm trying to use a different kind of strong adverb to describe how mad I was when answering those questions. hmph. enough! I'll just try my best to finish it by tonight because my teacher will ask for it repeatedly if we don't pass it up on its exact due date.

I currently feel hungry and I admit that.. about 4 hours before now, I had had my lunch. I had never noticed that i will get hungry easily. Generally, I'm not that kind of eating-much esp during afternoon, even in the evening :s But now, it's totally odd and I'm happy to change to eating-much. HAHA. Well, I wanna improve my health and I so wanna increase my weight. Undeniably, my current weight is 34 kg? My height is ? I don't know but I look definitely short and skinny. That's so not MAGNIFICENT. hmph.

Oh no. My mom is calling me to accompany her watching Korean Drama. HAHA. and after that, i will straight away go to get my shower. *sniff. Kau diam :)

-Salwa the FART TELETUBIES ♥

less sugar

2010-01-06T13:47:00.000+08:00

I feel better and worst :/ i mean either. oh c'mon let's be serious, Salwa :))

Okay, I am now feeling a bit nervous and that's why I can't talk properly. pfft. Why do I have to be?

(1) I will be faced on a June 'O' level examination. (No Doubt. This is the last decision)

(2) My tuition class will be started next month which is on February.

(3) I will be sick of meeting my NEW Geography's teacher .. INDEED !

(4) Probably someone will challenge me in Mathematics. *Dear God.

(5) My current Malay Language needs to be improved. Especially in the composition. I'm almost to be like an Indian now. I can't think of a deep Malay Language to fashion my composition. PFFT.

(6) The TREMENDOUS problem that I will faced on is ..... I will getting OLDER. *Mahnnn! I will be sweet-and-sour-16-Lassie. :((

Now, I need to calm myself. Everything will be out of my expectation, hopefully. Though I need to be my own self. I don't need to change to someone else. For example, I am sort of you-stink. Some of 'em would think I am arrogant. Most of 'em thought I am the brainy one just because I don't talk too much during the lesson and I used to be a bookworm for some times. But indeed, I do talk too much during lesson. Yes, only for talking 'bout my enemies. HAHA. Do i have some? Yes .. NO! Of course NOT. But i LIKE gossip-ing but won't give it too much, though. HEHE. I will respect 'em and yet I will throw 'em away as soon as I move away from 'em. CRAP!

Umm.. what's next? Oh yes, I currently eating my mash potato to increase my height. HAHA. telur. Isn't that not logic? Yes. Nowadays, I try to be taller than before. I mean, as I'm getting mature and older .. i need to prove 'em, too. But with the height of mine, most of 'em would think I am lying to 'em for example .. I deserve to be in primary school not secondary! Blablabla. I've heard 'em. Well, as what my teacher said ... you couldn't put in your profile to describe yourself as "cute". HAHA. OUT of topic already. nada kena mengena sudah bah itu. HAHA sounds weirdd.

what time is it? It's nearly evening *palau. HAHA. Now, I need to go bed to have a rest. My brain is almost stuck in the air, like I couldn't even chase it. HAHA. Beerti me myself need not to be disturbed, i feel dizzy~~~ can't completely catch any idea from my head to talk to you. Maybe tomorrow :)

-Salwa the FART TELETUBIES ♥

Dum dum dum dum! make it silent -.-"

2010-01-05T13:02:00.000+08:00

Ohh what a tiring day. Just got home and bought a coke. With a moody look on my face. Yes, i admit that I don't have a mood right now and yet I try to make myself crazy. pfft. SHE is my life disaster.I can't stand with a situation like meeting her DARK face everyday. Not to mention about it in more detailed.

Look, my first school day was SUCKS, too! :( and..yes. The same reason goes to it. I just don't wanna see her face every second in my school-life. She keep her silly face for me. I know. I annoyed her, perhaps :) i don't care. Who am I to her? Not even her sibling, either! and yes i know, everytime when my name is being mentioned .. she would probably feels wanna run away and vomit. blerk. Whatever.

Now, I'm gonna stop talking 'bout a terrible story. Make this post as clean as you wanted. uh? apakan? :s haha.

umm i didn't talk to Iman a lot this morning. Kinda miss her :)) nyeh. We don't sit very close to each other. She has moved far away from my seat. Maybe like ..... 10 steps from my table? HAHA. But luckily, I still could sit with my close friend .. Erma :) yeah, the only friend that I still care for.

I currently face a tremendous work. PFFT. We have being given a homework on our second school day! Yes, 2010 is my tough year .. indeed :/ but the homework is not kind of I-am-in-a-high-pressure. it's pretty obvious! Just that, we need to find the answer by ourself. I mean without any explaination from books. We need to make our own idea and expand it to make a make-sense answers :) it's deal for me, no problems. I'm okay. I'm not sick. HAHA merepek :b

okay people, i think i better stop 'till here and i'll just see you tomorrow. I'm OFF to LUNCH! HUNGRAYYYYY!

Sweeettt!

2010-01-04T14:47:00.000+08:00

I have promised you to show you some pictures of ME and HIM <3

Here you go~:D

I know, we look horrible! We're all sweating! -.-" bakas bemain bah ni. HAHA.

Weirdo :s

wah~mihir mua ku. bepaluh -.-" ngalih jua ku tuu aa.

Our promise is NO lie :'))

Just by one click!

2010-01-03T22:42:00.000+08:00

It is almost mid-night and still .... I can't close my eyes and pamper myself to sleep :/ soo ... of course, i decided to bloging. HEHE.

I met him yesterday. It was kinda exciting and and and sad? Yeah, sort of crying? :( I couldn't let him go. That was our last time to meet. I mean, we're not going to meet for the whole 2010, perhaps. There are some tough reasons which we couldn't run from them. pfft.

First - We went to Giant to buy some school stuffs but unfortunately, there were loads of cars and no empty parks left. pfft. Decided to go to another place.

Second - We went to Bukit Shahbandar ! :D Y'know, that was my first time going there. Yes I know, I live in Brunei for almost 16 years?? But truthfully, I've never been there before so I planned myself to go there. Umm as we arriving there, umm...it was kinda boiling! yes it was. and I was kinda mumbling. pfft. Hell yeah, I just couldn't stand it. Then, he brought me to the lake. It was wonderful and everything around it was GREEN! HAHA. of course. It was near to forest and guess what? I saw monkeys ! HAHA. They're cute ? ummm probably. HAHA. That was my first time to see them more clearly. aha lame :/ They're not very growing up. I mean, they're still in a baby look. That's why I mentioned them as a cute monkey? :D And then ... we played at the playground. We're all sweating! :O first time tah ku bedating sama ia bepaluh2. haha mihir bunyinya. mana inda, bebanar kami bemain kemarin atuu. bubut2. haha. kira main carah lah sedikit. buang buring. while my sister and her boyfriend naik bukit ... so, we just let them alone :))

Third - We went to house-restaurant at Gadong to have our lunch. God! It was so NOT delicious! I couldn't finished it so I asked him to finish it for me. HAHA. kesian ia. banarnya aku inda mau, like biarkan saja inda abis. But he said, he would finished it, like he did not want to waste my sister's money. He's soooo SWEEETTT! Miss him already :'(

Forth - We went to Giant again. HAHA. majal aku tuu. aku kan membali lapik buku banarnya. Green is definitely my GREAT choice :D So, I went there with him. Unfortunately, NOTHING was attractive. PFFT. Then, we left! huh!

Fifth - We went to bookstore. I don't know what is the name of the store. But STILL! I couldn't find any.HUH.

Sixth - We went to HuaHo, Kiulap. We bought some school stuffs. Tapi, aku inda terjumpa lapik buku yang aku mau. PFFT! Pity me. So, I'll just buy some stationary, like him :)) We bought the same brand and colour. No differences. I think, that was my first time buying school stuffs with the loved one. It was kinda exciting and unexpecting! :D

Seventh - We went to Pasar Gadong. Bali makanan lagii. Lapar~:b tp aku sama ia inda makan banyak. kami bali atibuyah empat bungkus. and dalamnya SIKIT! KARIT! huhu. Buang duit laki ku saja :( hehe. and thank him to treat me that night :') So, we stopped at JP's park to have our break. haha kesian. makan dalam kerita saja. And there were lots of people came bringing their families to play at Jerudong Park. terlalu ramai bah. Siuk! and we thought, there was a concert or probably, the ticket was FREE! HAHA. Nya kaka ku, cuba raun dlu ... kalau macam FREE masuk tah tani bemain. HAHA. Kami inda cukup duit bah time atu iatah kesian kan. mengharapkan ticket FREE. Kali sudah raun, beratur jualah urang kan membali ticket :( nada chance eh. HAHA. better luck next time :)

Eighth/Last - We then headed to Damuan Recreation Park. Tau dimana? Just close to the 'Istana Nurul Iman' :) But it was dark and I just stayed in the car with him. Have a rest and chill2. HAHA. Jgn pikir yang inda senonoh kamu aa :D And tiba tia tia ... aku menangis. Because ... terharu ku :'/ he treated me nicely and romanticly. I just couldn't imagined what my life would be if i never met him. In addition, for this few moments .. i would probably couldn't meet him. So, I expressed my feeling to him. He asked me to let it out~and I ... cried :'( I hugged him very tightly, I just couldn't let him go because that was our last journey and we would just sent him home after that :'/ huh.

On our way to his house, he always made jokes. He kept tickling my body. HAHA. It was fun. Ia tidurkan aku lgi ... upuk2 aku and asked me to close my eyes and have a rest in his arms :'( i miss him already! huhu. Remyyyyy~~~:'((

Okay, i don't wanna be sad tonight. Besides, aku kan online msn jua sama ia. Webcaming. hehe. walaupun isuk skulah masih jua kami kan bedating aher2. haha :D He will send some picture of yesterday and maybe i will upload them in a different post. Okay? :D