Hello everyone. So, im updating my blog again :) i kinda have something to confide.
okaay, so yesterday, my dearest cat died which was really terrifying :'| i think he was poisoned. well yknow, some neighbours are too suck with cats. anyway, i really miss my cat :'/ all of 'em who had gone to Heaven. Allah loves 'em better than we knew. Tunggu kami disyurga, sayang~:') <3
it's all about yesterday. i bet i must accept this, anyhow. so, what is up with today? today sucks, too. i woke up late this morning which i expected a message from him. but, NO! he said he was busy. i really dont mind 'bout that. but does someone ever feel that he/she is expecting some better thing to happen? he do know that i am still in dilemma. but why does he act like im okay with that? that okay with no message(s)? i really wish to see at least one message from him. do you have to be that way when you're busy? well, maybe, to you? :'s can you just stay being appreciative, sweet, caring? that's all i want from you.
no matter how hard i've explained, you still dont understand. i bet you might think im selfish. just that, apa yang aku mahu atu, kau inda pernah pandai mengerti. can you even realize without im telling you my feeling to you? telling you everything does embarrass me.
enuff said. so sick!
