Ugly? yes, i know. I'm feeling kinda upset right now. Can't fully explain why. Let myself know it. I won't share it with you easily. huh. When I recalled the things that had happened the last two years, I used to be a very happy lassie. Kind of exciting lassie :) Here I go, I can't be like that anymore until I found back my happiness which i can't deny, I'm really happy to be the 'old-me'. Seriously, something makes me unhappy this lately. Something that makes me lost everything I need. To be truthful, I don't know what to do now. I only know that, i have to move on to the next NEW thing with some DRAMAS and DECEPTIONS. I will then refuse to be sad and refill my life with love and joy. All i need is friendship and love. The REAL one.
Labels: don't bother me. i need him :'(
