I just finished in decorating POPIA's blog ♥ HAHA. Guess who? He's my boyfriend and yes, I call him popia just because they look alike. HAHA. nahh~kiddin'. He's getting skinny, and i don't know why. pfft.
Hope he still has a good health. huhu maybe we often go to sleep late, it was around 2 or 3 am? and woke up around 10 or 11 am? What a pig-head! HAHA. I can't promise not to sleep late
because YEAH, we barely spend our time that long due to some reasons. We have our own stuff to
be done. Besides, this is holiday. He's not going to spend his time with me every 24 hours. He has to look after his siblings, too. And of course I understand 'bout that as I'm his girlfriend. At least, he could arrange the time properly and make a date-schedule for us. HAHA. banaii. But yes, he's good in that.
Although he's maximumly tired, he would say he's not just because he wanted to accompany me and do not want to leave me abandoned. Such a sweet boy! But, can i do the same thing as what he'd done to me, too? I don't know if I could make him extremely happy as I am? Look, I don't feel like what I'd done to him is enough, i mean..sometimes, I do make him disappointed due to my bad attitude. pfft. I am lame and burden him lots. I'm sorry, sayang :( This is how I feel. The way i make him happy is sometimes wrong. Troubles might come to us and we will begin to misunderstand each other. But that is definitely stupid. I mean, he did not offend me but I get mad easily without possible reasons. Indeed, sometimes he made a joke, kind of fun actually. But, here it comes...i suddenly offended by that interesting joke and mad at him. Y'know, girl will get mad easily and will get cool easily, too. Then, this is the problem of me. I can't fully understand what is deeply inside me and I try to fix myself slowly because I don't wanna hurt him again. Absolutely!

Aww! I've changed the title. HAHA. Am I doing this in a correct situation? HAHA. Lame. I shouldn't express this feeling now but i just did. hmph. whatever it is, I still love him with all my heart and this is not a LIE. Without a fight, we won't understand each other. AGREE? Yes, you have to :D This is not a nightmare but this is an experience for us. Love is a game not a drama. So, play it nicely don't get lost. While we still live in this life with our good health, please don't waste it with fruitless things. Try to fill your life with a challanged game called 'LOVE' ♥.