Now, i'm waiting for him to come home. He's going somewhere that I don't know, with his family. I kinda miss him so badly and my head is completely dizzy. I attempt to sleep for a few minutes while waitin' for him but I couldn't. So, I took some pictures, when I was totally in a bad mood and faking a smile. pfft. I really need him. We barely talk nowadays. I don't know why. God, help me to solve this problem :( This is miserable. Never feel like this before and I need to find out the reason why we're being such an idiot! huh. I wanna hug and kiss him, sharing our laughter together. Joking around. That's all I need and so is he :/ i currently replying his missed calls and yeah, but no response at all :'( He recently couldn't stop apologizing to me. I wanna let him stop doing that because I knew, he never meant to hurt me like this. I know that, I couldn't stand this pain and keep on trying to get out of this problem but i need to find out the solution first. All I need is his laughter. I probably make him smile-less. I guess that's my own mistake that I never realized. What I've done to him is just NOTHING. Maybe :'/ I'm sorry, sayang. I never decide to make you hurt or what. I just wanna make you happy but maybe I took the wrong way.
Tissuueee! SHITT! :'(
Tissuueee! SHITT! :'(
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