Wednesday
exam is over. crappy thing occurs.


i zont like zis. once again, i got fever :(( congratulation to myself and get well very soon!! :'(
Thursday
'cause baby, you're always be the title of my everyday.
I know you're somewhere out there
Somewhere far away
I want you back
I want you back
My neighbors think
I'm crazy
But they don't understand
You're all I have
You're all I have

Chorus:

At night when the stars
light up my room
I sit by myself

Talking to the Moon
Trying to get to You
In hopes you're on
the other side
Talking to me too
Or am I a fool
who sits alone
Talking to the moon

I'm feeling like I'm famous
The talk of the town
They say
I've gone mad
Yeah
I've gone mad
But they don't know
what I know

Cause when the
sun goes down
someone's talking back
Yeah
They're talking back

Chorus:


At night when the stars
light up my room
I sit by myself
Talking to the Moon
Trying to get to You
In hopes you're on
the other side
Talking to me too
Or am I a fool
who sits alone
Talking to the moon

Ahh Ahh,
Ahh Ahh,

Do you ever hear me calling?
Cause every night
I'm talking to the moon
Still trying to get to you

In hopes you're on
the other side
Talking to me too
Or am I a fool
who sits alone
Talking to the moon

I know you're somewhere out there
Somewhere far away
Wednesday
a mug of tea
Ollo everyone :D

Hee! i dont know why am i supposed to use that word 'ollo' as the beginner of this talking. haha. maybe i find it amusing :b SO! im sorry for not updating regularly, again~i've been thinking what should i write. well well well, i knew what i should write actually since a lot of things has been going on lately..in my life :) happy things and sad things, honestly.

few weeks ago, o level result came out. Alhamdulilah~regarding my result, im able to proceed my study to sixth form which is indeed a dream come true. seriously, im happy and im quite nervous too :x i assume that maybe this is my first time facing on a tough thing like this. 'A level'. This isn't a high school or primary school anymore. This is like a University to me. Well, only to me. Maybe to some people out there. Doubtlessly, i cant wait to see myself sitting on a new chair, spending my half day in a new classroom, probably will be having a personal class for an hour. those are indeed my wants/needs. Recently, i've been always hearing good news from children who got passed their A level and being offered to study overseas. I so wanna be like 'em :) well, who doesn't? I mean, it is a precious opportunity. it really is. Anyway, enuff talking about education matters. All i can say to myself is, i wont give up on what im currently having in my hands. A big chance :) i'mma pace forward and will be pace through loads of obstacles with patience inside me. All i need right now is an inspiration and to pray to Allah :)


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Friday
another one

Hello everyone. So, im updating my blog again :) i kinda have something to confide.

okaay, so yesterday, my dearest cat died which was really terrifying :'| i think he was poisoned. well yknow, some neighbours are too suck with cats. anyway, i really miss my cat :'/ all of 'em who had gone to Heaven. Allah loves 'em better than we knew. Tunggu kami disyurga, sayang~:') <3

it's all about yesterday. i bet i must accept this, anyhow. so, what is up with today? today sucks, too. i woke up late this morning which i expected a message from him. but, NO! he said he was busy. i really dont mind 'bout that. but does someone ever feel that he/she is expecting some better thing to happen? he do know that i am still in dilemma. but why does he act like im okay with that? that okay with no message(s)? i really wish to see at least one message from him. do you have to be that way when you're busy? well, maybe, to you? :'s can you just stay being appreciative, sweet, caring? that's all i want from you.

no matter how hard i've explained, you still dont understand. i bet you might think im selfish. just that, apa yang aku mahu atu, kau inda pernah pandai mengerti. can you even realize without im telling you my feeling to you? telling you everything does embarrass me.

enuff said. so sick!

Wednesday
so long

hello!

soooo, what did i miss? haha. sorry for the long lost. im kinda busy, lately. well, not really. he he he. i made my myself busy, but i came up to be un-busy. so anyway, Hello February. haha batah. nothing new is going on. still waiting for the result >.<>

hey, i miss you boyfriend :3


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sorrow
hola everyone. so its still early? hm. its currently 10.30.

im still waiting .. and waiting .. and waiting .. for him to come home :') i do this everyday.
ever since holiday began, i do nothing at home but i do wait for him everyday. i do this 'cause i miss him. i hope, he misses me too, as much as i do :') i hope, he could stay beside me and watch me everyday. i hope, he remembers me every step he took at one time. i hope he realizes how amazing it is to be waited by a girl who loves him very much.

lastly, i hope he knows and realizes how tired i am to say much and to say the same verse just to make him understand how did i feel all this while :'(
Saturday
hello december :D
hello december!

haaa! i know i'd been disappeared since previous months. it's like i skipped so many months and kept a lot of stories to share with ya guys.

so, school was just over and everyone is like 'yayyy, over!'. hell yeah, i am so happy for leaving school which i've entered for almost five years. kinda farewell to my school . so gonna miss it. and hey, holiday's quite boring 'cause i dont go anywhere so far. just stay at home, watching tv, and had nachos in my hand for teabreak yesterday which tasted very yummy. hehehe. for previous days, i was hoping for being hired by some cafes or instant restaurant to kill the boredom but unfortunately, my age is still unavailable to be hired. NICE! 'im so young to be hired' sounds terrible. HAHA.

i've nothing left to say. i think thats all. i feel quite sleepy. and guess what, feel really excited too. just cant wait to meet him tmr :DD wee! mudahan jadi. amin. we're gonna enter DST carnival and jerudong park, lets ride ! hehe.

byebye. goodnight <3